Cycle of Love

Mi Amour $Katey$

  After returning to the hotel room with Josie we ate dinner and finished watching Knife's Edge before Josie and Ji-hu had to leave for their flight to Thailand tomorrow. I stepped out to smoke a cigarette joined by Jenna and Hongjoong. I passed it to Jenna and she took a hit offering it to Hongjoong who declined. "I don't smoke sorry" he said. "Its ok sweetie no worries" I said as Jenna handed it back to me. "I forget your an idol and can't exactly do bad things Hongjoong sorry" Jenna apologized. "Its ok. Even if I wasn't an idol I don't think I would still" he said. "Keep that mindset darling this shit can kill" I said. "So I've heard....." He said then his cell phone rang. "Ah its my brother!" He said. "Your older brother?" I asked and he nodded answering the phone. "Oh hyung its rare you call me" he said in Korean as he put his phone on speaker. "Hongjoong! What's up?" His brother asked. "He sounds cute" I said in English lowly to which Katey nodded. "Nothing much I'm resting from my activities" Hongjoong said. "So we've heard" An older man said in Korean. "Appa! Hi!" Hongjoong said. "Is there anything you want to tell us?" A woman said and Hongjoong went quite as he stared at the ground. I immediately picked up on his fear. I stood up putting my cigarette out and walked to his left side as Jenna remained on his right and we both put our hands on his shoulders comforting him. "You....you spoke to my CEO haven't you?" He said as tears welled up in his eyes. I sat down next to him and laid my head on his shoulders as Jenna followed suit. "Yes we have but we want to hear it from you so please tell us" his brother said.

  "I love him" he said. "What?" His dad asked. "I love him appa.....I love Jay and I like men!" He said as tears fell from his eyes. Both Jenna and I hugged him comfortingly as we heard an awkward silence from his phone. "I always suspected as much Joon....I'm happy you finally came to terms with it" his dad said taking all of us by surprise. "Appa! You.....you knew?" He asked. "We all did" his mom said. "Eomma{(Oh-ma)Mom}..." He said. "Its fine Hongjoong you have our support but is it true?" His brother asked. "Is what true?" He asked. "Your thinking of proposing to him?" His mom said catching Jenna off guard. "Wait what!" She said in Korean. "Who's that son?" His dad asked. "My friend. I'll call you back. I love you!" He said and hung up. "Your proposing to Jay!" Jenna said surprised. "I plan to..." He said. "Oh my god!!!!! Im so happy!!!" Jenna said. "You can't tell him either!" I said. "Wait you knew!?" She said looking at me. "Yes I was the first person he told. He also told Chan and Kathy who gave him their blessing so what about you?" I asked. "Of course! I can't wait!!!!" Jenna said excited. "Thank you.....I'm excited" he said. "Do you have the rings?" She asked. "I'm picking them up tomorrow" he said. "Oh my god! I want to see it!!!!" Jenna said. He opened his gallery and showed her the pictures of the rings he made for himself and Jay. "Oh wow! They are so pretty!!!!" She said excited. "Thank you...well I'm tired so im going to go to bed got and early day tomorrow" he said and left us outside returning to the room. Jenna and I smoked another cigarette before we returned to the room ourselves. Together we cuddled up in the other bed and fell fast asleep. "Tomorrow will be an even bigger surprise for you too darlin. I hope you say yes...." I thought. The next morning I woke up to find Hongjoong getting ready. "Give me a few and I'll be ready" I told him sleepily. "No stay here with her if she wakes up to find both of us gone she'll be suspicious. I'll text you when I get back so you can get the rings for you and her" he said. "Good idea" I said and turned back over. "Drive safe and use GPS its in Macon, Georgia" I said. "Yes ma'am" He said and left the room as I cuddled up to Jenna and fell back asleep. Two hours later I woke up again to find Jenna fixing her make-up in the mirror. "Good morning beautiful" I said. "Morning want to go grab lunch?" She asked. "Yes" I said and got up. After getting out the shower she put light make-up on me and we left the hotel. Luckily it was close to a restaurant so we just walked and ate before returning to the hotel. We relaxed in the room watching TV when Hongjoong texted me that he has returned and was on his way up. "Im going to the bathroom babe" Jenna said and left to the bathroom. I waited for Hongjoong to arrive and once he did he noticed she was in the bathroom and quickly handed me our rings. I opened the box and smiled at the ring I created for Jenna. "Its perfect!" I said. "It really is" Hongjoong said. Then I heard her flush the toilet. "Shit!" I said and quickly hid the ring in my purse. Hongjoong sat down and kept staring at his ring for Jay as she came out the bathroom.

"Oh my is that the ring?" She asked. "Yeah it is wanna see?" Hongjoong asked. As she walked over to him. "Oh my god its beautiful! Perfect for him! You did great!" She said. "Didn't he? I helped him with its design" I said. "Its so pretty! I can't believe he'll finally get his happy ending! When are you going to pop the question?" She asked. "When he returns to South Korea next week" He said. "We are returning home tomorrow right?" I asked. "Yeah! I can't wait!" Jenna said. "Have you given more thought to Koyomi's proposition?" Hongjoong asked. "About signing under TM Entertainment as an actress? Yeah I have and I think I'll do it" I said. "Really? So you'll start doing K-dramas?" Jenna asked. "Yes I will" I said. "Oh! Its almost 2 pm! Kelly Clarkson's show is about to air! Jay is her guest!" Jenna said and turned the TV catching the show right at its beginning. We watched on as Jay talked to Kelly Clarkson. I looked over at Hongjoong as he held tightly to the ring box as he watched the show with us. "Please say yes" he said and Jenna put her hand on his shoulder. "I have no doubt in my mind he will" she said. I followed suit and he hugged us. After watching the show we left to the airport in Atlanta to catch our flight home. Once we arrived home Hongjoong drove us home and we picked up food along the way. The next day I woke up Jenna early and took her out on a date while Hongjoong slept in his and Jay's room. After eating breakfast at our favorite cafe I took Jenna to a flower shop and bought her a bouquet of roses. I had a plan and today was the day. Afterwards I took her to the beach and we walked along the shore holding hands and talking. We took a smoke break then I took her to the flower field across from our house. We walked among the flowers and just enjoyed each other's company. Around 3 pm we ate at another of our favorite restaurants joined by Hongjoong and I requested a special table. The table we got was in a green house that was surrounded by roses and other colorful flowers.

  "Perfect!" I said and handed the ring box to Hongjoong under the table. He nodded and held it tightly. Jenna took pictures of the room we were in and of the food we ordered sending them to Jay. I remember my call to him earlier in the day when Jenna went to the bathroom. "Im proposing to Jenna today" I told him. "What! You are!? Oh my god! Be sure to call me so I can see!" He said. "I will count on it!" I said and hung up. I texted him to call Hongjoong's phone because it was time and soon it rung. "It's Jay!" Hongjoong said answering it. "Hey babe!" He said. "Hey! Where are y'all it looks beautiful!" He said. "At our favorite restaurant back home" Jenna said popping into view for him. "Eating there without me! Rude!" He said. "Jenna your makeup needs a touch up" he continued. "It does? Ah it does!" She said looking into her hand held mirror. She began to fix it up as Hongjoong turned the screen to face me. I nodded as did Jay and Hongjoong before I stood up. I walked to her side passing Hongjoong who stood up before walking to the other side of the table leaving his phone on our side so Jay can see. "Darlin?" I said getting Jenna's attention. She turned to face me after putting her makeup back in her purse to see me on one knee. "What are you...." She began but I took her hand. "Jenna....I'm an old woman however you make me feel young. You make me happy beyond words. I told myself I'd never get married again yet when you came into my life that thought changed" I said as Hongjoong handed me the ring box opened. "No....." Jenna said. "Would you stand by my side for however long I have left? Jenna Rachelle Moran will you marry me?" I asked. "Oh my god.....yes! Yes of course I will!" She screamed as tears filled her eyes. I took the ring out the box and placed it on her hand and it fit perfectly. "Oh my god!" She said as happy tears started to fall from her eyes. I pulled her into a kiss as Jay and Hongjoong erupted in cheers.