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another a/n

hey... so i still havent posted and im so sorry abt that, so much s going on with family and boys and just how complicated editing a chapter, copying it a few sentences at a time, them pasting it in here is. however, i cant make promises any chapters will ever be coming out this month... im trying to get my life together but know that whenever i do post, ill post 3 chapters just for you.

for now though, i can give you guys some entertainment abt my family and boy drama.

first off family drama (pls dont report me or my family, things are better now and cps already knows abt this)

so... obviously... my mom left me... its that plain and simple. now... i just want to cry, ik i can live without my mom but its been a whole fucking month and she still chooses her new bf over us.

so, you might be wondering why i mentioned cps being involved... and while i cant say everything, i can say the basics...

so, my mom came over on the 3rd week of her leave (its been 5 now) and... it sucked. i was sleeping ofc when i heard yelling, i walked out of my room to my sisters room where my mom was calling her a psychopath.

she kept yelling as me and my younger sieter watched. she got up to my sisters face when my little sister pulled her away a bit, as not to hurt her.

she turned around and at this point, everyone was trying to keep my mom from hitting anyone. we all yelled for her to get out of our house and uhm... theres more to it but the point is were safe now.

but, my little sister reportd my mom and no cps is involved in all this.. anyways, just pls be glad to have your mom there, bc my mom hates me now and all i want is for it to be the toxic relationship we were in w/ her before.

weve been doing pretty okay tho, my dads the only one thats really upset bc obviously. she fucking cheated on him.

anyways, to the boy/school drama...

so... it all started w/ carlos, a kid my history teacher tried to set me up with, idrc anymore abt that bc that was a month ago.

now c still thinks i like him but whatever, i dont so idc, hes an ass. then theres eric... oh eric.. hes nice but hes just.... idk hes not my type but he likes me too, talk to me a bunch. 

and btw the reason im not going into detail is simply bc i forgot half the stuff they say. anyways, onto walker and... shit whats his name? oh, heron.. so heron is in my orchestra class, likes me but looks like my dad..

and walker is just a kid from spanish who thinks hes all that and more so uhm.. no. he always stares at me in class subductively and its just... creepy.

then kye. oh kye. kye is the guy i recently met a week ago... yeahhh uhm... dont ask.

so starting from,,, thursday, heres our convos (they are so bland)

THURSDAY-

*end of class, packing up*

*i turn to him bc i here talking*

K: hey uhm... have a good day.

me: you too *i walk out, simple as that*

FRIDAY- 

*end of class*

K: hey uhm... miss redhead?

me: *laughs thinking it was a funny nickname*

K: oh, sorry i just dont know your name.. uhm... *looks down at his desk debating something*

me: *smiles and waits for him to continue*