The goodbyes We wish We said before|Soukoku

Drunk late night call|The end

(This part takes place 3 years after Dazai left the PM.So around 6-12 months before he recruited Atsushi)

"Ughh"Dazai sighs as he sits down on his bed.

"This job is seriously so annoying sometimes..."he talks to himself.

As Dazai gets comfortable in his bed,He gets a call.

"Huh,The Fuck?"He lets out.

Dazai wonders to himself to who is calling.

He's kinda shooketh,as People who have Dazai's number,know he doesn't answer late at night.

He grabs his phone.

Huh,A random number.

Dazai answers as he's curious to who it is.

"Hello,Dazai speaking;)"Dazai teases,thinking it's a troll.

"You damn Dazai.."

Dazai drops his phone on his bed in shock.

Dazai's face dropped also,as he has been reminded of what he sounds like.

Dazai turns it on speaker.

"I've went through all this trouble trying to get your phone number..."

Dazai calms when he realizes Chuuya is drunk.Simply cuz he couldn't fully understand what he just said.

And he just knows Chuuya like that.he can tell by just over the phone.

"Damn it Dazai,Talk to me!"Chuuya raises his voice over the phone.

"Heh,exactly what kind of trouble Chuuyaaa?"He teases.

Dazai expects an "just shut up Dazai...." Or Chuuya actually telling him everything that happened.

But it just stays silent for a moment.

"Uh."Dazai thinks to himself,What the heck is happening rn?

"I've missed you Dazai...."Chuuya let's out as he takes another sip.

"Why couldn't you just take me with you to the agency Dazai....."Chuuya admits drunk and crying.

"Uhh.."

Dazai gets uneasy as Chuuya keeps going on about this.

Dazai thinks to himself,Chuuya has really thought about me this much these past 3 years?

He can't believe this is happening.

He even pinches himself to make sure he isn't in a dream.

But it's real.It's all very real and happening.

"I was so angry all the time when you left.I was lost.
Like a piece of me was missing."Chuuya sniffs.

"Why'd you leave Dazai!!Wasnt i enough for you at the Port mafia????I see your happier without me now.You even have a new partner and everything!"Chuuya screams through the phone.

Chuuya keeps getting angrier and angrier.

Dazai's not surprised he's this crazy drunk though.

When Dazai was still in the Port Mafia,Chuuya would break into Dazai's apartment and cause havoc.

Chuuya was drunk of course,But he was crazy.He would break things,Shout whatever came to mind,stuff like that.

Dazai couldn't stop him no matter what he did.He changed his locks,didn't work.Tried fighting back,didn't work.

Even Tried using his ability incase Chuuya was possessed or something,didn't work.

Chuuya was unstoppable basically.

Dazai wasn't surprised at all Chuuya was this crazy drunk.

Not even that Chuuya felt this way.

Dazai was just surprised he was actually telling him all this.

He knows he and Chuuya would never happen.

And even if they did,It wouldn't be a healthy one that'll last.

Dazai understood that him and Chuuya were made for each other.One soul in two bodies.

But weren't made to be together.

He's known this since forever.

"Damn it Dazai.I've told you all this crap and you haven't said anything.Are you even there?!!!"Chuuya says loudly but unclear.

Dazai smiles a bit.

He stays quiet as he's curious as to what Chuuya will do.

Yes he's dealt with Chuuya crazy-drunk Irl,but never on the phone.

"UGHH,Fucking BASTAR-!!"Chuuya cuts off as it sounds he has thrown the phone.

Dazai picks up his phone and considers saving his contact or blocking him.

Until he remembers.

He blocked Chuuya's  cell on his new phone number.

So that means Chuuya changed his number.

Dazai wonders if Chuuya changed it just so he can call him.

Who knows.

Chuuya calls again.

But Dazai lets it ring as he gets comfortable in bed.