Arrange Marriage

Chapter 54

Bong's POV

It's been 6 months since sara and I are not talking anymore, after all that happened it's all my fault kung hindi lang sana ako nakipag deal kay Liza hindi sana magugulo ang buhay naming dalawa

I miss her so much araw araw siya lang ang iniisip ko

Malaki narin ang tyan ni Liza ngayon at malapit narin siyang manganak but why Am I not happy for having my child soon

Anak ko ba talaga ang dinadala ni Liza?

So many questions running in my mind, kamusta na kaya si sara Is she happy with man's?

Sana ako ang kasama niya ngayon, I miss you so much my love

I need you, everyday I need you sara, tanging presensya mo lang ang kaylangan ko, yakap, halik, at ang paglalambing mo

I miss everything about you my love, I wish you're happy with mans, sana inaalagan ka niya ng husto na dapat ako ang gumagawa

My love please come back

I just close my eyes and think about her, all our memories together

Habang nakapikit ako hindi ko namamalayan na unti unti na palang tumutulo ang luha ko

Then suddenly the door of my office opened

It was manang imee and irene

"What are you both doing here?, Can you just please leave me alone, gusto kong mapag isa"

"Bonget ano ba, ang payat mo na, you look different, bakit ka ba nagkakaganyan, napapabayaan mo narin ang company, please bonget wake up, hindi na babalik si sara"

Manang imee said and suddenly I burst into tears with anger

"No babalik siya babalikan niya ako, I'd rather starved to death here manang, ayoko na, this has been long and exhausting life for me, kasama ko yung babaeng hindi ko naman mahal, I don't wanna exist anymore manang"

Mahinang sagot ko while my tears are continue falling and there was a dead silence in my office

So many words left unspoken

And once again, I was alone and empathy, with an empty heart.

Bakit kelangan kong pagdaanan ito? Bakit ako? Sa dami ng tao why me?

Bakit kelangan kong pakisamahan ang babaeng hindi ko naman mahal

I'd rather be dead than to stay with someone I don't love

Sara please be here I need you, ikaw lang ang babaeng mahal ko, wala ng iba

My heart was broken into pieces when my sara left

Habang patuloy na umiikot ang umondo mamahalin parin kita hanggang sa huling hininga ko