Close your eyes and dream
As I follow you and watch from afar
I'm close enough to hear you whisper words
But I can't hear them clearly enough to understand
Those words as they escape from your mouth
You don't know that each minute I watch you
Crumble slowly but before you are all gone
You build yourself again
I admire this
And it's the reason why I don't say anything
Because I like seeing you build yourself again
Seeing you become stronger
It becomes harder for me to leave
I know I have to move on
But I can't
For it is me
The Blame for your misery and pain
I'm sorry
I'll always be close enough and watch from afar
Only keeping a distance so you don't see
So you don't love me anymore
Because I don't like how you still love me after everything I've done to you
So I'll leave and force you to move on
And find someone better
For it is me
The Blame for your suffering and bleeding heart
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