No Strings Attached

Chapter 12

Nunew woke up to the comfortable warmth of Zee's body, engulfing him. From the look outside, It seems like the sun already starts to shine in the beautiful coastline of Hua Hin. He close his eyes and let himself drown with Zee's warm embrace.

"Teerak, Do you already have a suit for tomorrow night?" Zee ask while holding him.

He was lying on top of Zee. His cheeks press on Zee's mascular chest. He can clearly hears his heartbeat and the sound of it calms him. He gently breath out.

"I'm not going with you tomorrow."

Nunew tried to stand up only to be pulled back again by Zee to his well built body. His dark, almond shape eyes is like a vacuum sucking him in.

"Are you going to be difficult?"

"You're the one who's being difficult. You made it clear what we are. No strings attached, remember? Just fuck buddies. We're supposed to get out of this without hassle when one of us gets tired~~"

"Neither of us is tired!"
"I am."
"Bullshit."
"You said you don't do relationships!" "I changed by mind."
"Well, it doesn't count!" Nunew hissed. He's already running out of patience. "You laid out your rules, I laid out mine, now we follow them."

Zee groan in annoyance. With one swift move, Zee was already on top of him. Nunew can't help but gasped. Zee towered above him in his alpha male glory but it only ignited his need to fight back.

"Goddamn it, Zee~~~"
"We broke those rules long ago and you know it." "I don't care! I want out!"
"Why are you resisting this when you want me as much as I want you? Why are you fighting this, Nhu? Why are you fighting me? What do I have to do to make you accept this? Tell me!"

He was having a hard time thinking. Zee was aroused and so was he, and it was clouding his mind.

"What about the others who had wanted more from you? The deal was clear for them from the start but they developed feelings for you, but you didn't give them what they wanted. When it's you who decided to have a change of mind then it's okay? Why is it that you have to force your will and I have to bend for you?"

"Because it's different with them. Because the feeling is mutual for the two of us. You want this as much as I do."

"What makes you think~~~"

Zee cupped his ass, his long fingers pinching the smooth cheeks of his behind. Nunew gasped, his back arching without his permission.

"You want me as much as I want you." Zee breathed.

"That's nothing but lust, Zee." He manage to retort. "It's nothing special."

"True, but it's one component. You enjoy being with me. You're even okay crying in front of me. You talk about your work, your parents and your friends with me. You like me. Isn't that what a romantic relationship is all about? Lust, intimacy, commitment? We feel all that for each other."

It was passion, intimacy and commitment, and not lust base on Triachic Theory of Love by Robert Sternberg but it's not the time to be obsessive compulsive.

"I don't~~~" "Stop lying."

Annoyed, He just close his eyes. Zee was so persistent and a twisted part of him thrilled. But a bigger part of him was scared.

He can't help but remember Kimmy's beautiful face. Did Zee treat her like this before? Was he persistent, too? After this, what will happen? Zee will change his mind? Zee will get tired of him too?

He opened his eyes and push Zee away. "Are you like this with Kimmy before?" Zee was speechless.

Nunew was staring at Zee's trembling jaw.