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date missing
mastermind: kenneth
but why?
patrick knows a lot more than he's letting on and i'm worried it'll hurt the people who have only tried to be my friends the past few years
the party is later today and if all goes to plan then i'll have an out and everything will go back to normal
i'm not nervous, i'm excited. i'm excited to return back to the life i've yearned for the past few years. i miss being miniminter.
possibilities: this is kenneth's last 7 minutes and none of us are real
drawbacks: it's been a lot fucking longer than 7 minutes
i've been trying to rationalize how the fuck this happened and i keep coming to the same conclusion that god isn't real and whoever is controlling the world is fucking with us majorly because how do you explain the real world getting all jumbled up and aging everyone down
whose nightmare am i in and why am i the only one that seems to remember being miniminter of the sidemen. why doesn't josh remember being zerkaa, why is harry content with being pbc harry and not wroetoshaw harry with over 14 million subscribers, why is tobi okay with being a constant second choice to these friends instead of being tobjzl rich and famous
maybe some people came out better here, ethan, didn't have much going for him and he seems like he genuinely has a good time here. maybe harry is slightly happier as a drummer (even though i didn't even know he could play the drums)
i can't tell with vik, he seems happy some days but some times it feels like he's unfulfilled, if that makes sense?
jj is jj wherever he ends up, he's somehow managed to become a successful musician here even though we're in two different timelines
god i miss being myself
i don't know who i'm rambling to, none of this matters, i just want it all to end
if it doesn't then
i don't know
i prayed for the first time in a long time the other day, because it started to seem like i'd actually be able to go back to normalcy
