chapter 5

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Gedeon pov

"Vald for the last time I will not be telling her. if she finds out who and what I am she never see me the same. and I just don't wanna think about that " right now because I just got her.

I have been on this damn planted from the beginning of time. before time itself.

"but sir when she finds out on her own we both know that she will filp and possibly le-" I move quickly before he draws his next  breath I had in choke Hold 

"Don't even finish that sentence. if you speak of it she will find out and she will leave me and if that happens hell can't even save you from my wrath" I shove him to the ground he hurries up and straightens up like he should. I think he forgot that I'm his king he buthen* me and always will it in his blood and birthright and mine.  no matter what she never finds out, I make sure of it even paying everyone she loves and assiocite around to keep her world perfect. 

"I understand sir shall I prepare for our leave then" he asked without any playfulness in his voice.

"yes, you are dismissed and by the way if ever question me I may forget who the fuck you are and turn you into one of my ugly monsters," I say to him "Before you go, " I say before he steps to move out the room"Is tonight set up for Ruluia "

"yes "I let him go and I saw him walk away rubbing his neck,if he was human he would been dead by now 

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Ruluia pov

i just got done cooking dinner for everyone and made my plate last. I always made sure everybody ate before me and make sure that everyone was straight before me I was always like that because of hardships in childhood and teens thinking it was not fair that mom only ate once in a blue moon making sure that her kids ate first I get you kids always come first. but as me being the oldest I remember everything I don't want my mom to feel so hopeless again so when around ages 8 or 9 I started cooking for everyone and making their plate. before mine

before I could eat, but my mother started to argue with me for no reason, like there was something really wrong with my mom.

I don't know how the argument happened 

"All you do is yell at me about your kids and house. when that's all ever do I keep this bitch running, but does it get any thanks no. do you never tell me if I was doing a good job, or thank you Ruluia for doing this instead all I get is yelled at me for stuff out of my control and make like I'm crazy when you gaslight me all the time" I yelled at her.

"because all you do is fuck up and don't listen to me when I tell you some shit till it's too late" which is true because I do and Eva does but how she delivers each message is like talking to a business tycoon so everything got to be deal with her

" you know what's not fair is that you treat me your oldest like fucking living-in nanny but you feel like you could say anything to me without me saying shit I'm done "I can't take the gaslighting anymore.

if feel that like that you can fucking leave and I want you gone in one week " She cants fucking serious what type of mother would only give their kid one week just for expressing their feelings .everyone could express how they feel even her but everyone is wrong .but get it tho I always bite my tongue because I over think everything so thinks what I might say or react to someone could hurt others .but at this moment I can see that everyone is using me for some reason or another except these three people my best friend Nino, and the twins Leo and mia don't use me. but it was four but Gedeon kept lying to me, I know he still hiding something but I can't do anything about that right now.

Okay, it like that fine i be gone in four days" Not waiting for her response I left the house

because I was tired of life right now so left toward a corner store by myself a fifth of Captain Morgan to drain all my pain for the moment. I don't wanna think about it whenever I walk into my mother's home which she never forgets to remind me of that fact.

when I got home I peeked to see my mom sleeping on the couch. then I headed upstairs to the bathroom

 started my shower and got in i shaved and washed my hair cuss I giving myself self-care because I didn't how long been captured by him. and felt like should check everything because because of what had happened at that moment I just don't care. I have done showering and washing my hair which take me over an hour. The time it is when I'm out of the bathroom lotion up with Jergens lotion with baby oil it's that time of year when my skin gets really dry because of my eczema 

which if anyone that knows what that is is basically a skin condition that causes patches of dry skin and makes it very itchy.

I got inot my bed with my drink and I just thought about everyone that use me but the only person that didnt was Nino because he always kept it 100 with me and I had nothing he wanted just wanna be friends he was one who was trying tell me that people around me were using me but, i just said " no they not " but he was right and that makes me upset 

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