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Ruin

Zyairie POV
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I am so tired of the back and forth with my relationship I don't know what to do anymore these days it's like she doesn't trust me anymore

She lacks trust so badly that it hurts that she would believe some video over my words

I know it looks really bad on my side given that shawty story adds up and everything but I really didn't mess with her

Whatever it is that the girl thinks that happened didn't

I need her to stop with the accusations not sure if she wants fame or money

But she needs to quit this

I can see how it physically affects lamaya I'm not sure if that's all it is to it but she's breaking down and I hate to see it

I'm currently with my team tryna figure out how to stop the rumors we have already contacted the female and she agrees to meet us in an hour

I watch the video again

This shit is actually edited and really good too

But my tech guy can do so much better sending it to him he says he's on it

I really didn't sleep with her

Did I?

I mean it looks legit but somehow it looks edited

I'm questioning myself right now

***Zekeil***

"It's not edited. Very much real"

What?

"Are you sure,?"- me

"I tried everything but it's real,"

"Ah bro,"-me

"Mah continue try and see,"

I send a thumbs up exiting the chat seeing lamaya contact at the top pinned

Haven't spoken in days and it hurts me emotionally

Know badman nuh fi show emotions but mi waah break down and cry dawg

All mi want a fi wrap up wid har and tell har how much mi love har

Mi nuh deserve fi be happy the amount of lives I've took

People I've killed, families I've separated made weep, children I've left fatherless

Maybe it's karma

My karma for all my wrongs that no matter what somehow my relationship with lamaya always goes bad

Something always seem to happen

Can't I catch a break

Did I sleep with her? Got her pregnant? All that

Closing my eyes I started praying

Fada God, it's me once again I know I don't pray as often and I don't live a righteous life but please don't take the one good thing in my life mi know yuh see and know everything so you know what exactly happened that night please prove that I'm innocent and wrongly convicted mi nuh perfect but mi honest if I did all that please let lamaya forgive me for it and if I didn't I pray that you help me to prove myself to her and the world in Jesus Christ name

Amen

My phone vibrates I check it getting up walking out the room

Answering it my mothers voice connects to my ear