Mina pov
I'm here listening to beebadobe laying on my couch looking at the dark sky full of stars. The cold breeze is coming right at my face. It feels good. It feels love.
Am I really in love?? Is thinking about that girl over and over, loving her touch, obsessing with her smell and smile, and finding her perfect is love?? Is it??
I love her. I want to even dream about her. What the fvck is wrong with me??
I should sleep now. Its getting late. I should be freshh for her tomorrow.
Chaeyoung please feel the same...
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At school;
I sat beside chaeyoung. I feel extra happy today like... What can i say... extra romantic ig.
I should really control myself. Godd.
And she also had a grin on her face.
I sat on the table instead. And she also stood beside me. So i pulled her for a side hug. We were still like this for sometime. I can feel her heart beat,her warmth. I love the way she smells. I bent towards her a bit and then... pecked her on the cheek. Soft.
Her face flushed and she held the cheek i kissed on. Cute.
She likes it right?? I'll do it often now. Will she be okay with this?? I like it tho.
" guys I've something to tell you guys" Jeongyeon said ruining our moment . I guess haha.
" yeah whatt" sana said.
" ahm so there's this girl in my academy and i think I've a crush on her" Jeongyeon Shyly said. Thankgod now she's off from Dahyun momo will be relieved now. But I'm shocked she's also like this.
" reallyyyyyyy!!! Woww" sana said and Momo was also surprised.
" yesss her name is Nayeon... She's really cute she has this bunny teeths and when she smile i lost it" she explained. She really likes her. I can see.
" You should confess then" momo said being happy.
" yes but she thinks me as a friend ig" she said.
" don't worry wait for the right time " I said giving her a smile.
" okay " she smiled.
" guys eunwoo and i kissed " sana said shyly. Wtf sanaaa. How lucky.
" yahhhhh reallyyyyy" momo shouted.
" shut up jennie is sitting beside us " sana said.
" So how was it you luckyy" I asked.
" ofcourse the best thing in my life " she said. I took a glance at jihyo and she was looking at her with a helpless smile.
Should I also tell them about my sexuality. Yes.
" guys I want to tell you guys something important in my life " I said getting their attention.
" so I'm... I'm actually a... Bisexual " I said looking down. Will they accept me. They all screamed. And hugged me.
" aww babyy be proud okay " momo said. Chaeyoung's smiling. She's smiling.
" guys mee too I'm also bi." CHAEYOUNG SAID?!?!??? Ohhh god such a lucky dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!?!?
" yahhhhhh really" I said with a grin on my face. She nodded.
" tzuyu's also bi" there she goes ruining all my fuckin mood. Anyway I'll make her mine now its a green flag now hehe.
" we're not talking about Tzuyu here btw" I said with an eye roll.
" haha okay baby" she said baby?!?!?! Again. Am i dreaming?? I hid my flushed face from her.
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Chaeyoung pov;
Days went by and my feelings for mina grew up. I'm worried now because of my feelings. I hope she feels the same or else I'll be so hurt. She treats me soo good tho like I can see she's jealous when I mention Tzuyu and i can see her blushed when i hug her. She's even bi now. So I think there's a chance. But a coward like me will never take risk to confess.
Our exams were also close. And I've to study hard now but I just can't get my head off her. Like its minari I can't focus. And Tzuyu is also here with me for next two weeks. And she's acting soo weird just kissing me and flirting with me. I hope this is only a joke because i can't hurt her.
I'm talking to mina nowadays on texting because we have some days off to prepare for the exams but here my shitty ass is on my love life. Like chaeyoung first make your career. For mina for her.
I'll work hard now.
There's books everywhere on my desk and I'm just starting at them. So i took a book and sat on my bed because its comfy. It'll be easier that way I guess. And when I was just staring to study.
I heard tzuyu's voice " chaengie what are you doing??" And then she sat beside me.
" are you blind" I said with a stare.
" yes I know but its getting late we should sleep now " she said with a grin. Who's we tho.
" we?? And whyy I'm gonna study for sometime " I shrugged.
" please lets sleep you'll get sick then its enough for today " she insisted so i have to give up.
I laid beside her. Whole room is dark but there's moonlight coming from the window. Beautiful. She came closer and pulled me into her arms.
I quite caught me off guard.
" what are doing Tzuyu??" I shrugged pushing her. But she tightened her grip and said " why don't you like it??" .
" i don't hate it tho but..." I said looking away.
" but what" she asked while sniffing my neck. Wtf is wrong with her??
" nothing" I just quite this convo and let her be. I'll move aside when she's asleep. She pulled me more towards her I can literally feel her heart beat.
I moved aside. I can't sleep yet. I miss mina as much as i wish her to be my side right know in place of Tzuyu.
And how I desire to see her smile is not more than how I desire to kiss her rightknow.
And how I crave for her warmth rightknow is no match for other wishes I ever had.
My heart longs for you...
I can't stop thinking of you...
Your absence leave a hole in my heart...
My mina.
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SIN | MICHAENG|
RomanceA fiction about two friends mina and chaeyoung who fell in love with each other during their school phase. undergoing through all the hardships together around their homophobic world but there are more probelms ahead. • • • It is only a fiction abou...
