CHAPTER 3: honesty

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you and jj have been in bed cuddling for a while and kissing and he notices you getting tired
j: y/n u can go sleep if u want too
y/n; I don't want to go sleep yet *yawns
j: y/n your tired I can meet you in the morning ok
y/n; 5 more minutessss *cuddles into him
j: smiles* fineee
y/n: smiles* yesss *lays with him for a bit
jj gets up and gets dressed
j: I'll see you in a few hrs *kisses you and you kiss him back
y/n; bye j be careful
he smiles when he hears you say that
j: dw i always am *climbs out the window and leaves
you watch him leave and cuddle the pillow and you can smell where jj had been laying
you have been with guys who only want friends with benefits before but something with jj just felt different some how it was just sex but you felt some warmth about him
next day
you leave and go and meet the pogues
y/n: heyy guysss
k: heyy
p: heyy
you go and lay in the hammock with jj and lay close to him
it wasn't unusual for you to cuddle any of the pogues as they know how affectionate you can be
you yawn and put ur head on him
j: seriously ur still tireddd
y/n; I had a lateee nighttt shut uppp
p: doing whattt
jb; probably watching porn
k: ewww johnb gross
y/n: chuckles* nooo actually I couldn't sleep just thinking about my parents , honestly I'm afraid they will not let me see you guys all together
jb: we won't let that happen
k: we won't no one takes away one of the pogues ever
j: yeah we stick together

a few weeks go by
you and jj are still hooking up in secret and you and Kiara are sat together having a girls chat and jj goes over to johnb
j: dude I need to talk to you
jb: sure what's up
j: ok so you know like women right
jb: chuckles* where is this going jj
j: well you know how I'm not very relationship kind of guy
jb: oh i knowww
j: well basically I've been hooking up with this girl right for a few weeks now and honestly I think I might have feelings for her
jb: shit really I wasn't expecting that
j: idk what to do dude help me
jb: ok well tell me about this girl
j: she is amazing, beautiful, great in bed the best I've ever had and she is just perfect
jb: so then why are u unsure
j: because it's complicated idk if she likes me back what if she doesn't and then I look like a absolute loser getting rejected like the first girl I actually really like I don't want it to go wrong
jb: look jj I can see you really like her and your never like this so I say go for it
j: really dude
jb: yes if she says no that's her loss if u like her that much you gotta try
j: looks at u in the corner of his eye* okk I will
jb: smiles* tell me how it goes
j: I will
jb: also who is it
j: I can't tell u that
jb: what whyyy im ur best friend cmon bro
j: I'll do this first then maybe i can tell u after
jb: you better do

later on
you and jj go and camp on a beach for the night with a fire and some beers and some weed
he admires you and you catch him
y/n; u ok j
j: yehh no I'm fine
y/n: smiles* okk *smokes
j: actually can we talk
y/n: sure what's up
j: turns to face u* ok umm well it's kinda important
y/n: ok what is it
j: im really enjoying what's been going on with us these last few weeks it's been so fun
y/n: it really has
j: smiles* and I never realized how close we have become because of this and I'm glad we did it
y/n: smiles* me too j
j: smiles* but I know this wasn't part of the agreement but I caught feelings for you
you look at him in shock
y/n: what
j: ikk I shouldn't have u probably only wanna be friends but ur so perfect and beautiful and everything I need , you understand me like no one else does and you have never left me and I just got too in my emotions and ended up catching feelings I'm sorry it's stupid and I shouldnt ....
you cut him off by kissing him
y/n: smiles* I have feelings for you too , I didn't think you liked me like that so I never said anything
he smiles a lot and you both start making out passionately
j: I only want u I've never been like this with anyone and I'm worried that it's gonna scare you
y/n: cups his cheeks* jj u will never scare me ok I'm not going anywhere , it's me and you now
j: smiles* me and you ?
y/n: smiles* me and you *you both start kissing again

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