CHAPTER 19: thought it would be different

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you are in jail sitting thinking about what has happened
your brother stole from ur parents
you knew they deserved it but you knew it was wrong but u would never not take the blame for him
you loved him and missed him , u didn't want him to go again
but some part of u didn't trust me he lied and said he wouldn't do anything

at the château
jj comes back and all the others are there
s: we have the money j to get her out
j: im getting her out im taking it in
s: you can go and get her we will stay here
jj goes and takes the money in and Shoop releases you but he stops u
s: ik he is ur brother but don't let urself go down a wrong path just to save him ok ur a good kid
you nod at him and walk out and see jj
you run and hug him so tight and he hugs u tight
y/n: I hated every single minute of that
j: I hated it knowing u was in there but it's ok ur out now
y/n: how did u get me out
j: Sarah's dad got the money
y/n: are u serious
j: yeh
y/n: holy shit
jj drives u back to home  where Noah is with everyone else
n: sis I'm so sorry ok I didn't think this would happen
y/n: stop ok I trusted u i told u not to do anything like this
n: Ikk I'm sorry but ever since u no I can't help it I need something in me In my system u no
y/n: Noah u need help u can't rob mom and dads for drug money
n: Ikk and im sorry
y/n: u get tears in ur eyes* Noah u need to leave I can't trust u
n: nods and gets tears in his eyes* please sis I have no where to go
y/n: u broke the rules I said if u broke them ur gone so get ur shit and go
n: sniffles* fine *gets his stuff
y/n: u come back when ur better ok I can't have u living with me how do I know ur not gonna rob me and jj
n: doesn't say anything
y/n: I really thought things would be different but u proved to me again that it never will be *you go in ur room and shut the door and bring knees to ur chest and cry
Noah is lost for words and feels very guilty and doesn't look at the pogues and walks away
j: I'll go and check on her
k: me too
Kie and jj knock on the door
j: babe it's me and kie can we come in
you open the door and sit back down on the bed with ur knees to ur chest
Kiara and jj sit either side of u
y/n: i love my brother i really do but i can't have him living here i can't trust him at all *tears roll down ur face
j: ikk baby it's ok u did the right thing even tho it was hard *puts his arm around u
k: u did and when he is better u can re connect
you nod
y/n: I couldn't let him take the blame tho I couldn't see him go but I had a think in jail and that it's best for him to go and if he ever comes back then it will be like a fresh start
j: exactly maybe he needed this as a wake up call maybe
k: yeh jj is right but u have all of us and we love u and u did a brave thing
you nod
y/n: thanks guys
k: it's ok that's what we are here for
y/n: growing up I really thought that being a kook was the way for me until I discovered what I really liked to do which was more the pogue life
then everything changed
the arguments in the house my brother leaving all the time
I just feel like me choosing this life has made things worse for him and it's all my fault
j: listen to me y/n none of this is ur fault at all ok
you choose what makes u feel happy and Noah doing drugs that's his problem not urs ok
you nod yes
j: honestly babe u never did anything wrong
you hug him tight
he hugs u
kiara looks at jj
jj looks at Kiara
j: mouths* please do something to cheer her up
k: mouths* I'm on it dw
later on
your at ur house with jj
the others have left and you and jj are cuddling
jj gets a text and looks at his phone
j: babe we are going out
y/n: what why where are we going ?
j: can't tell u cmon on
y/n: jj tell me where we are going
j: you will see when we get there
y/n: fineeee
you get on the back off jjs bike and he drives to the Camerons
y/n: jj why are we at Sarah's
j: you'll see *holds ur hand and walks down to the Cameron's boat
you go in with him and go onto the deck and it's set up beautifully
y/n; omgg jj this is beautiful
j: do u like it *smiles
y/n: i love ittt *smiles
j: I'm glad u like it
jj takes the boat out so it's just you both
you sit down on the deck and eat some food that he has prepared
y/n: the others did this didn't they
j: chuckles* yess but it was my idea
y/n: chuckles and eats
j: smiles and admires you* we are staying on here tonight
y/n: like a little night out
j: yepp on a kooks boat what is happening to our lives
y/n: chuckles* idk but I'm really loving it with you
j: smiles* me to baby
you both kiss
j: you mean so much to me y/n I really couldn't see my life without you
I love u so much and I'm so glad we are together and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you
sooo ....

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