Delusional love

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Friday November 3, 2023.
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Maya's POV

Waking up, I looked looked over at Jaiden

He had his hand on my tummy while sleeping

Quickly grabbing my phone, I took a picture of it

Smiling at the picture, I looked over at him to see him smiling too

"Good morning" I said pulling him into a hug

"Good morning beautiful" he said making me blush

Trying to kiss me, I pulled away

"Mi breath stink" I said making him laugh

"Mi nuh care" he said surprising me

"Well I do" I said getting out of the bed while smiling

"Batty just big suh" he said making me turn to look at him

"Stop it" I said going into the bathroom

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Laying on the bed, I was scrolling through Instagram

Jaiden left a hour ago to go deal with some business

So it's just me and Malik in the yard other than the security

Malik is around the back yard by the pool

From the other day I've been sleeping alot. I'm always hungry, always crying and my bladder won't give me a break

I've been putting on a lot of weight too

My belly got really big so it's either a really big baby or twins

I've been over thinking the whole labour process too

The fact that I'm going to push out a whole human is triggering me

One thing I know for sure tho is that I want a water birth

Yesterday Jaiden asked me if I wanted to have the baby in Jamaica or overseas

I'm not sure but I think giving birth overseas and making he/she do school overseas and then high school in Jamaica is a good idea

I don't want my child to act uptown

I want he/she to know their culture and know the different parts of Jamaica

Jaiden said that he wants he/she to grow in Jamaica but the subjects are basically call centre subjects because you can't use them anywhere else and that's foolishness

Not gonna lie, I've always wanted children but I didn't think that I would become one at such a young age

I'm really glad that God brought Jaiden into my life

I'm grateful for God overall. If he didn't die for us on the cross then we wouldn't be here right now

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Opening the Bible app on my phone, I read Psalms chapter 28 verse one to 3

: Unto thee will I cry, O LORD my rock; be not silent to me: lest, if thou be silent to me, I become like them that go down into the pit.

: Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, when I lift up my hands toward thy holy oracle.

: Draw me not away with the wicked, and with the workers of iniquity, which speak peace to their neighbours, but mischief is in their hearts.

Closing it off, I said "these are the words of the Lord thanks be to God

When I was younger, I attended church with my grandma but once she stopped going I stopped

I'm not proud of it. I didn't have anyone else to go with me and I didn't like walking by myself and I still dont

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Going on YouTube, I went into my sleep playlist

It's a playlist that has instrumental music only they help me sleep

Pressing on snowfall by oneheart x reidenshi

I put it on full volume then I placed it on the other side of the bed

Laying down, I closed my eyes then I drifted off to sleep

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Opening my eyes, I looked at the time on my phone

7:25

The place is really quiet

Way too quiet. Getting off the bed, I went downstairs

I didn't see any sign of Malik or Jaiden only the guards

Running back upstairs, I went into the bathroom with my phone

Taking off my clothes, I went into the bath and started bathing

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After 20 minutes, I walked out of the bathroom with my towel around my naked body and my phone in my hand

Putting on my Pajamas, I went back to lay down on the bed

Hearing the dogs bark, I paused what I was doing to listen if they would stop

The only time the dogs bark if they see someone that's not Me, Malik or Jaiden

Turning my attention back to my phone vibrating,  I see a call from a private number

Answering it, no one said anything on the other line

Staying on the call for five more minutes with nobody saying anything

The person hung up

Hissing my teeth, I went back to scrolling on Instagram

Hearing shots, I quickly got off the bed

Reaching down stairs, I ran outside

The sight that I saw made my heart drop

Jaiden was on the ground with blood spraying from his chest and neck

Food was all over the place

Looking around and not seeing anybody, I screamed for help

Seeing Malik run to where I was with a gun in his hand, I looked back at a badly bleeding Jaiden

"Y-yuh cyah d-dead. W-wham to t-the b-baby. Yah guh m-mek mi b-be a single mother" I said crying harder

"W-wham to yuh family" I continued

"Fight baby fight" I cried more

"The gang a come fi him now" I heard Malik say

"Who the fuck woulda do this to him" I said

"Stop the crying. Remember seh yuh pregnant inuh" he said pulling me into a hug

Trying to calm down, I started crying more

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