I swear im not crazy

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Stans pov
I had just started feeling tingly every time i talk with kyle i get jealous when he talks with anyone else but me especially when he hangs out with other people, i started feeling like this at the start of this year but i its like i need kyle close to me every second of the day, i need him i want to be close to him all the time to be able to be with him and touch his soft skin whenever i want i would kill to feel his ski-
"STAN MARSH ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION?" Huh? Oh right im in class "stan you need to pay attention right now!" The teacher yells at me all the time for not paying attention ugh i wish i could just kill him

The bell rings finally i head to kyles class to wait for him as i turn the corner i see him with her bebe stevens his crush my enemy ugh i hate her what makes her think she can have my kyle? Hes mine not hers, wait what is she doing, i see bebe touch kyles arm i fuel with anger does she think she can touch him?!? Oh! ill show her

I walk over to the two of them they dont notice im there so i abruptly clear my throat to get their attention
"Oh hey stan i didnt see you!" Kyle smiles at me i feel butterflies in my stomach i cant help but smile back "r-ready for lunch!" I muster out kyle nods and starts to head to the cafe i see bebe give me a dirty look and roll my eyes at her, hehe hes mine bitch. Me and kyle walk to lunch together i wish i could hold his hand we head to the line to wait and get our food "hey stan i think im gonna ask bebe out tomorrow!" WHAT?!? No he cant, ugh i need to get rid of bebe like now what do i do? Should i kill her? No i cant do that, but it would get rid of her permanently. I force a smile "that's great kyle im so happy for you" i say grinding my teeth "i hope she likes ms back!" Kyle says while grabbing his tray, i grab my tray and walk with him to our table cartman and kenny are already there we sit down and they start talking the noise fads out how could i kill her? Wait she stays after school everyday day for cheer practice I could stay after school i drive myself, theres that storage room by the locker room when he walks by ill grab her and pull her in but how would i kill her? I could strangle her but that could take to long, i cant shoot her the gun will make to much noise, i could stab her they have bleach i could clean it with ill just wear my gym clothes i can wash those when i get home! But the body hmm aha! The furnace outside the school! I can hide the body in a duffel bag then burn it! Kids use it all the time, shit what if people try looking for her i can write a run away note now i just need to learn her han-
"STAN!" Cartman yells at me i shake my head as i snap back into reality "what fatass" cartman gives me a sarcastic hurt look "EY im not fat im big boned!" Kyle laughs at him gosh his laugh is so cute

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I wait in the storage closet with all my supplies i wait until i see bebes classic red shoes i open the door and grab her i cover her mouth and wait in case someone tries to open the door she tries to hit me but i hold her down i grab the knife i stole from the kitchen and stabbed her in the head i kept stabbing her over aand over letting all the built up anger out when i dropped the knife her face well what was her face was completely disfigured it wasn't even a face anymore i broke some of her bones to be able to fit her into the duffel bag i change back into my clothes i shove the bloody gym clothes into my school bag i wipe off any blood on my face and arms i wipe down the storage closet i take bebes backpack and i grab some papers that have her hand writing on it i put them in my bag the rest i fir in the duffel bag i sneak out of the closet and out the school i walk to the back of the school I didn't need to worry about cameras there broken thanks to the goths so they wouldn't get caught smoking

I shove the duffel bag into the furnace i see the knife poking out of the bag, im not a monster i did what had to be done kyles mine i shut the furnace door and light it i see the smoke coming out of the top i wait and check once it stops everything is burned to an ash perfect i head home no ones home my moms at work and shelly moved out and my dad is somewhere getting drunk he'll be back probably tonight to beg my mom to take him back. I throw my clothes into the wash i have to wash them at least 3 times to get the stains out i go up to my room i take out bebes papers i start practicing her hand writing once i get it perfectly i write a run away note i take her phone out of my bag i head out of my house and head to bebes house no ones there lucky me i break in and leave the note on her bebe with her phone i look for some money and i take some clothes to look like she did run away

Once i leave her room is a little messy clothes r missing so is money and well her i sneak out and make it look like she left threw the back door i head back to my house i head inside and throw her stuff in the trash including her school papers i tie uo the garbage and put it in the outside bin i put and new bag in finally that bitch is gone imma see what kyles doing