4 - combined flashbacks

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- Lisa's POV -

"Babe! Are you coming or not?" I yelled out, sinking further in the couch for the movie i planned to watch with Juliet. It took a good minute or more as i received no answer so i just stood up and walked over to the kitchen where i constantly kept hearing commotion.

"Hello? You've have been so ignorant towards me ever since i came back last night." I gradually wrapped my arms around her from the back whilst speaking. "Lisa, stop." She immediately grabbed them and pulled them away from her.

"Okay. What's wrong? What did i do?" I pressed my back against the counter, absorbing her turn around to face me. "I'm well aware who was in this after-party last night." She crossed her arms in front. "Juliet." I gave out a chuckle. "Didn't you say that we won't bring her up? Weren't those your words?"

"How can i not bring her up if i'm finding out that you two are hanging out?! Do you understand how uncomfortable i feel not knowing what you two are doing or talking about? I'm aware what relationship you shared with Jennie and what if all that comes back?" She bursted at me with seriousness. "Listen, calm down! Where are you getting all this from? What relationship coming back? She's married and i'm taken."

"Really? Married? It's not that rare for divorces to happen! Besides the relationship we have is even easier to break apart!" Juliet continued and at this point i just eased out, pulling up a smile at her. "What the fuck are you smiling about?! Do you think this is a joke?! Do i look like i'm fucking joking? I'm not! And i'm scared to lose someone that is mine!"

I allowed myself to step forward, gently grabbing her waist and stumbling her back against the counter. "You just look so much hotter when mad." I showed a light smirk, seeing the frustration drop off her expression. "You're actually unacceptable. Do you understand that?" She chuckled, laying her arms on my shoulders.

"Now can we live on peacefully? Without hideous fighting?" I asked. "If you stop giving me reasons to argue then we can live peacefully." Her confident side came on. "Ohh? And what are you trying to say? I'm not allowed to go out anymore? All the women that i see coming towards me, i should cross the road then?"

"Don't be that dramatic. Just please inform me of any unexpected plans that come up for you so i don't have to feel stupid for sitting at home and worrying where the fuck you have gotten yourself into again."

"Will do. I promise." I lifted my pinky up, Juliet interlocking hers with mine immediately. "But you know, i got an idea how to clear our minds for tonight." She happily spoke out. "Movie nights are getting old by now so let's hear this idea."

"Snowing, late at night, the moon is out. What if we head out somewhere remote and enjoy our time alone?" She held up a smile, gazing into my eyes. "Like two in love adults, huh?" I smiled back. "Exactly! Like in the movies! Dancing in the moonlight."

It was like an immediate stab right into my heart. My smile dropped and faded, my hands dropping off her as i just stepped back.

-- Flashback --

They kept the eye contact. None of them even moving an inch to just set the moment deeper. Jennie's mind was firing up. She knew that she couldn't hold back the barrier of understanding she has fallen in love with her.

"Let's dance." Jennie broke the silence, grabbing Lisa's hands. "Dance? Here?" Lisa chuckled out from the idea. "Yes! No one around and what better atmosphere than being in the moonlight."

-- End of Flashback --

"Babe?" My thoughts knocked down as i heard Juliet's voice. "Do you not like that idea? You immediately became so serious." She questioned. "No it's a.. great idea. But i just suddenly felt this stab of pain in my stomach." I pressed my palm on it, arching my back a little to seem even more uncomfortable.

"Really?! Where exactly? Maybe it's something serious?!" She stepped closer, trying to hold me up straight. "No, no! It's completely fine. I get those from the overworking with rehearsals. All the intense cardio on an empty stomach."

"Empty stomach?! Have you not eaten all day after coming back from the rehearsal?! Lisa, why are you putting yourself through that? I can make food, it's not hard for me." She spoke with pure concern. "Juliet, it's not that bad. I had a small meal for lunch just nothing until this point but i'm gonna go lay down, it's going to help." I brushed past her, acting stiff through the way upstairs and into our bedroom.

- Jennie's POV -

I slammed the bedroom door and dropped down in my bed, giving out a growl from the frustration that Adam once again isn't home after i come back from work. It has genuinely grew like a habit for him to just not exist in this household the past months and then he either comes back home so unaware of my presence or drunk.

I laid flat on my back and gazed into our ceiling. Feeling so unloved at this point that as days go by it makes me believe this marriage was way too rushed.

I shut my eyes and decided to just sleep, try and finish off the rest of this day the quickest way possible.

-- Flashback --

Lisa had her phone recording. Zooming in on Jennie as she jogged forward in the field. "I'm so glad it's snowing still!" Jennie screamed out before stopping and spinning around.

Lisa slowly made her way over, placing the tripod finally down and making sure it's straight.

"You never fail to be adorable." She smiled towards Jennie as her eyes met hers. "Picture time?" Jennie rushed next to her whilst asking.

"Exactly. Otherwise later on it's gonna be way too dark for the photos." They clicked record to take the screenshots off the video afterwards.

Jennie grabbed her hand and lead her further back, her eyes amazed with the sky as all Lisa could do was smile.

"You're the most beautiful person i could ever have." Lisa spoke out before wrapping her arms around her waist, dragging her attention on her.

"Complimenting me again, huh?" She gazed at Lisa with a smile. "How can i not?" They shared a smile before giving in for a kiss.

-- End of Flashback --

I shot up sitting on the bed, trying to calm myself down from the memory that unexpectedly appear in my mind. I was honestly feeling terrified not only from remembering something like that but why the fuck did Lisa cross my mind?!

I finally took in my surroundings and noticed that Adam was in the bed next to me. Banging a spoon against a pan wouldn't even wake him up from how deeply he was sleeping already.

I grabbed my phone and noticed that it was almost 2 am, not a single soul in my body wanting to to go back to sleep again. I stood up and left the bedroom, pacing back and forth in the kitchen.

The urge to just fill my system with alcohol was the only thing on my mind right now so i grabbed my car keys and left the house, driving to the nearest club.

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