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Chapter 57: lies and cries

"Cho?" I ask.

He just smirks, walking away, letting go of my wrist finally. I rub my wrist as I see the brusies all along it.

I was about to continue walking until i realise Why he walked away.

I turn around looking for where Mattheo went.

He better fucking not.

I look for any signs of where he could possibly be when I see him entering a classroom.

I tried to follow after him but the door was locked.

Shit .shit. shit.

"Mattheo!" I say trying to open the door,"open this door."

I continue trying when he suddenly opens it and pulls me in.

I look around to see that the classroom was empty and Mattheo was smirking.

I sigh in relieve, "i thought you were going to actually kill cho"

"No, I will, I just have to wait." He says waiting for the bell to ring.

(Before you get confused: yes, this book will be more mature do to the charecters getting older so um.... Yeah. And he's more if an asshole bc I wanted to make it more like the charecter everyone already portreys him as. Its so random but you guys are also growing along with this book anyways, ive seriously been writing this book for a year already)

"Mattheo don't, i didn't mean it. It- it was a joke" I say genuinely scared and he must have seen it because he walked over to me cupping my cheek.

"I'm not going to hurt you darling." He whispers as he kisses my cheek and FOR SOME STUPID REASON I actually felt safe.

And can someone please explain why I leaned in for a kiss? He kissed me back but it was agressive yet soft at the same time.

When did Mattheo become this even bigger asshole?

His kiss became even more aggressive as I ran my hands down his chest wishing it was bare- I I mean- no- why would I ever want that?

His hand moved to my hips as he pressed me against him. All of this behavior from him was so new ot confused me. But I cant lie and say I hated it.

The bell rang and he pulled away leaving the class leaving me stunned. Why did I kiss him? I shouldn't have kissed him.

And like I said before, hes chamged so much.. Or maybe this is how hes always been and he's only been acting differently in front of me.

I suddenly remember he was waiting fie the bell to kill cho. I rush out of the room as I push through the crowd looking for Mattheo when I watch cho pass by giving me a dirty look.

Bitch. I could just let you die but I don't need that drama rn. (A/n: but I do)

I search for mattheo when I find him walking outside.

I rush towards him confused if he saw cho.

"Mattheo" I say as I catch up with him.

"Miss me already?" He says smugly.

"Wheres cho?" I ask him thinking he thought she was outside.

"Inside. I was going to kill her a second ago and I thought about what you said.... So I was going to let you kill her."

"*I-I dont want to kill her." I say.

"Its hard to kill someone you know at first... thats why you have to delevop the art of being emotionless" he says taking my hand and leading us to a forest part of outside with the animals.