Ever since I met you

Chapter 20

Its been a week since Dominic was sick and now he is going to be back to school on Monday, tomorrow. It is evening right now. I just finished doing homework and now just chilling with my laptop on my bed. Got a text message.

Dominic: Hey! Are you free on Wednesday after school this week?

Lukas: I think so. Why?

Dominic: Awesome. Lets meet at the canal again.

Lukas: Ok. What reason?

Dominic: Just to hang out. I miss you and you can call it a date. Its nothing special.

Lukas: Alright.

He is suspicious but I'll let him away with it. Hopefully he isn't breaking up with me. What if he is? I will not be able to take it. Just please be not that reason, almost anything but that. My mind was going to go to the worse side of things and I needed to end it, so music it was and loud with headphones on. It helped a bit, not much though. I always need someone to talk to but of course I do have Dominic but this is about him so I cannot talk with him, my parents, mom, isn't much an option. I wish I had more friends, just friends in general. I need to go out more often and just somehow meet new people, even in school try to befriend a few people I share classes with. That will be a challenge but I really think it is about time I do that. Dominic shouldn't be the only one in my life, I need more and because of the bad years I had, I wasn't keen on doing it ever.

The rest of the day went by quickly. The few days went by and Wednesday came. Dominic throughout the two days had been normal, I did try to ask him about today but he never gave me even a small hint. Ever since I woke up today and got ready for school, I was very nervous, didn't like it at all but couldn't help but feel that. Somehow made it to school, mom drove me, she will be working in the evening today and had some time to be able to give me a ride to school and likely go grocery shopping after she leaves me. I walked into the school's building. Got to the classroom, well not inside of it as it was locked, the teacher is going to be late. Soon more students gathered at the door, waiting for the teacher. The bell rang and after a few minutes the teacher rushed in and unlocked the door. Apparently the traffic on her way was big.

Either way the lesson started as it should have. The second lesson was PE. I was feeling terrible and worse of all Dominic doesn't share it with me on this particular time. It was hell, the teacher once again was evil as most of the time. Its like something happened in the teacher's life and is making us suffer, I know it is very bad when the sporty students are complaining. It is that bad. Thankfully it ended and we all rushed to redress and go get lunch. Me and Dominic sat in the cafeteria and ate our food. I told him about PE class, he laughed at my misery, I almost threw one piece of my stew to his face but didn't and he stopped laughing. He told me about the history test, I knew now what to study for.

"So what exactly are we going to do at the canal?"

"Wait and you will see." He smiled. I eyed him with suspicion but once again let it go. He better be not breaking up with me. It seems he shouldn't. The break was over sadly but the next lesson as literature, so me and Dominic got there together and sat down next to each other. During the lesson we watched the first half of a play. The second half was to be watched at home as homework. Not bad for it being homework and the actual play is interesting. It was then time for my fifth lesson and it was biology.

Today I wasn't having it in that lesson. The topic triggered me a bit, I don't know why exactly. I think because we were talking about how the whole digestive food process and the teacher touched the subject of eating disorders a bit, I think that was why. My head was spinning and so when the bell rang I quickly got out of the classroom and kind of speed walked to the restroom. Got inside one of the stalls and leaned my back on the wall of it and just breathed in heavily a few times. Tears threatened to appear but I wiped them off as they slowly came out. It took me five minutes to finally be calm and I got out fo the stall and looked at the mirror near the sinks. I looked like I cried a bit, great. Then I walked to my sixth and last lesson of the day.