This simple, complicated life.

I thought you were different.

Now that I think about it,

you never loved me

you never wanted me

you never put in efforts.

whatever you did, 

you did to keep me around;

manipulated me and I fell for it

lied to me and made me feel loved

till you got bored and then you 

left,

left without your lies 

and manipulation

and false efforts

and with my stupid, naive heart.