This simple, complicated life.

A feeling for you.

- I used to hate you so much- you pissed me.

what a hot mess you were, that you didn't see.

Sometimes I kinda wished you were dead.

But after all, you were me. 

How could I wish death upon you?

At least not until I tried to change you.

- So picked up a pen; she wrote to the future me.

She said, " I will make it up to you sissy."

She build the bridges, to keep her safe.

Ox of a man, she worked like. 

Then cried the future me, " A feeling for you I have" said she,

"You made me full of light. " her heart gleed. 

         - Samruddhi.