After Scott, who was supposed to be Stiles' best friend starts drifting away after the whole thing with the nogitsune, and then Noah starts ignoring Stiles, then Derek not taking their relationship seriously, he decides to leave Beacon Hills, sendin...
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❝Never close your lips to those whom you have already opened your heart❞ - Charles Dickens
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Arlo and Otto looks at Stiles with wide eyes. Otto is the first to get up, taking a step towards Stiles to only stop when the male takes a step back.
"Stiles, what do you mean?" Otto asks in a soft voice, his eyebrows coming together.
"I can't do this, I'm broken, I can't be in a relationship, and I don't want to string you guys along, that's not right of me to do." Stiles shakes his head.
"And why the hell not?" Arlo shoots up from his seat.
"Arlo." Otto says softly, not wanting to anger the male.
"No Otto. Yes I understand Stiles, I understand what you went through, the shit that bastard of a guy put you through, but why can't you string us along? You don't think we're broken? What if we want you to string us along, what if we want to wait for you? You're our mate Stiles, and no matter what you say or do, I'm not letting you out that door until you give us a proper answer." Arlo says, taking a step forward.
Stiles snaps his head up at him, feeling a sudden urge to yell. "You want an answer?! Well here's one, my whole fucking life I went through shit, I had to see my mother die in front of me! I had to witness so much shit a kid isn't supposed to go through! I lost people close to me, I killed people because of a stupid fox spirit! And you want to the know the crazy part?! I still want to feed on the pain and chaos, last night when I was killing those demons, it felt good! So damn good! I felt free, then taking Otto's pain, it was everything I felt the day I killed my best friend! Don't you understand dammit, I'm not good for your love, I don't deserve it! Maybe Derek cheating on my was for a reason, maybe Scott shutting me out was for a reason! Maybe-"
"No!" Arlo booms, cutting Stiles off. "Don't you fucking dare give an excuse for what they did to you, Derek lied to you about being his mate. Mates are something you don't joke about. Scott was a shitty friend for shutting you out. From what I'm hearing, you were possessed Stiles, you didn't kill those people."
"But I didn't try to stop it either! I wanted to consume all the fear, the pain and chaos, I watched people die and I was enjoying it!" Stiles yells back.
"So what!" Arlo yells again. "So then you fucking enjoy killing people or consuming their pain and fear, but do it with us by your side. Don't let what happened in the past stop you from living in the present. You're our mate Stiles! I swear to fucking Satan himself, I'll fucking do anything to stay by your side, we would do anything to stay by your side. Because that's what mates are for, to stay by your side, to make you happy, to fucking love you. So I'm not letting you throw all that away because of some bullshit, please Stiles, don't push us away." Arlo's voice picks up a desperation tone at the end, a lump forming in throat as his eyes start to tear up.
