adopted by Billie eilish

1st full day at billies house

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*The next day*

*Billies pov*
I think I might introduce yn to the family although I think it might be too early to do so.

"BILLIE?"
"DOWN HERE BABY"

I hear yn coming down the stairs and she gives me a slight smile and goes to the bathroom.
Suddenly I hear gagging coming from the toilet. Is she seriously trying to make herself throw up?

"Yn are you alright in there?"
"Yeah" she says showing that she's clearly been crying.

*Yns pov*

I wake in my pajamas and looked down at myself wondering why I have to look like this.

I go downstairs and can't find her
"BILLIE?" I say wondering where she is.
"DOWN HERE BABY" she says from the room next door.
I smile at her and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and start crying wondering why I can't look like the other girls. 
I go to the toilet and start trying to make myself throw up.

I accidentally gag really loud a few times and then I hear billies footsteps. Shit.

"Baby are you ok in there?"
"Yeah" I say trying to make it not to obvious I had just been crying.

"Baby please come out"

"In a second" I say slightly nervous about what was about to happen next.

"I heard you gagging in the toilets. Baby your body is beautiful, You're the weight of a ten year old. your 13 baby you need to eat and become a healthy weight."

"I'll try Billie." I say knowing that what I said isn't gonna happen.

"Would you like breakfast?" Billie says knowing what my answer will be.

"Uh no thanks Billie I'm not hungry"

"You haven't eaten in days yn your gonna eat something." She says visibly irritated

"Ok fine." I say in a rude tone

She just gives me a look, And then takes me to the kitchen.

"What would you like?"

"Uh what do you have?"

"I have a left over burrito from yesterday?"

"Sure I guess I'll have that then"

"Ok baby let me heat it up" she says with a slight smile

"Here's your burrito"

"Thanks Billie, can I take it up to my room?"

"No I want to make sure you actually eat"

fuck. I think to myself. What am I going to do
I slowly pick up the burrito and look at it.

Suddenly I feel billies touch on my arm and rubbing my back
"You can do it, I believe in you"

I take the smallest bite known to man and place the burrito down regretting what I just did.

"Great job baby even if it was just a small bite it is still great" she says with a smile showing her teeth.

"Thanks Billie"

"Would you like a drink?"

"Sure I'll just have some water"

She goes up to get me a drink of water and i make sure she can't see me anymore and I decide to feed half the burrito to shark but as I was in the process of doing so Billie walked in as I was feeding shark the burrito

"Hey stop that!" She says pulling my hand a away from sharks mouth as the burrito lands on the floor

"What are you doing yn?!?!"

"I-im sorry Billie"

"It's fine but don't do it again." Billie says crossing her arms whilst leaning on the table giving me a stern look.

"I'll clean this mess up. For now go to your room." She says whilst pointing at the door.

I've really messed up.