VICE
"vhong! karylle!" sinalubong nila ako ng yakap.
"miss you vicey!" sigaw ni karylle habang yakap yakap ako.
"hello, beautiful." ani vhong bago ako yakapin at mag beso.
"akala ko sa birthday pa ni scarlette ang lipad nyo?!"
"well, inapprove ng maaga nung management leave ko and si vhong miss ka!" sabi ni karylle.
"si scarlette miss ko." ani vhong dahilan upang matawa kami.
we talked for some time bago na nag aya silang kumain dahil nag luto raw si karylle.
"sakto nga me, pag alis mo ayun ang dating nila." sabi pa ni anne.
"kaya pala hindi ka sumama! planado!" sabi ko at nag si tawanan sila.
"guys! you should call ion and jhong para mag kakasama na ulit tayo!" ani karylle na nag pa tahimik sa'min.
"s-si jhong tawagan ko." ani mc bago umalis sa hapag habang kami naman ni anne ay nag tinginan lang.
when karylle and vhong noticed my silence they immediately knew what was going on.
"you didn't tell him?" karylle said.
napayuko nalamang ako.
"akala ko sinabi mo na?" ani karylle at napailing nalang ako.
"kailan mo balak sabihin kay ion?" karylle said on a serious tone.
"sasabihin ko naman na. lagi lang kasing nauudlot eh." i said
"vice..you need to do this hindi para sa sarili mo. para 'to sa anak mo." she said.
"i know, thank you for reminding me karylle but i know what i'm doing at alam mong hindi lang si ion ang tinaguan ko ng anak, pati na rin media and you know kung gaano kahirap sa mundong ginagalawan natin." ani ko.
"alam ko vice, what i'm trying to point out is you don't need to be scared forever. ano pang nandito kaming mga kaibigan mo para supportahan ka. i'm reminding you that ion needs to know and he has the right to know."
"guys..chill" ani anne
"kaya nga nandito ako diba? i'm just really caught up in the moment kaya hindi ko masabi sakanya ngayon to." sagot ko.
"kung hindi mo masasabi ngayon, kailan? alam kong mahirap sabihin kay ion ang totoo pero don't you think na habang tumatagal ang ganitong sitwasyon nyo ay mas nahihirapan din si scarlette. she's turning five, lumalaki na ang anak mo at lumiliit na ang mundo nilang dalawang mag tatay." karylle said.
"karylle stop." vhong whispered.
tila lahat ng nasa mesa ngayon ay tahimik na at walang imik sa sagutan na nangyari.
"i know what i'm doing karylle just leave this one to me."
"tapos ano? hanggang sa aabutin nanaman ng limang taon bago ka mag planong sasabihin mo ang tungkol kay scarlette kay ion? eh hindi ba plinano mo na rin to ng mag 2 years old si scarlette pero ano? your always saying na your scared at hindi kita pinilit nun dahil alam kong mahirap sayo."
"you guys... relax lang." ulit ni anne.
"alam ko, kaya nga pinapalakas ko ang loob ko ngayon at alam kong may patutunguhan lahat ng ginagawa ko. i'm always thankful that you've been there for us but karylle this is my problem. scarlette is my daughter at ako pa rin ang mag sasabi at gagawa ng mga gusto ko." sagot ko.
"hindi naman kita dini-diktahan sa mga gagawin mo. i'm just reminding you not as your friend but as a sister. ang gusto ko lang naman na gawin mo ay iyong tama. sa tingin mo what would ion feel kung alam nyang lahat tayo ay may idea na may anak sya sa iyo at sya lang ang hindi? what if may mag sabi sakanya? mas masakit yon kung malaman pa nya sa ibang tao ang totoo."
"karylle stop.." vhong said.
"you know what... you're right." i said chuckling sarcastically before i stood up.
"wag mong masamain ang sinasabi ko vice." ani karylle.
"i don't and you clearly have a point so talo na ko okay?" sabi ko pa.
"vice, bumalik ka dito." vhong said when i walked away.
"saan ka pupunta marie!" rinig kong sigaw ni karylle pero nag matigas ako at umalis.
nakasalubong ko pa nga si mc pero hindi ko na sya pinansin at umalis na.
ayoko nalang mag stay sa lugar na yon.
karylle's right.
baka nga takot ako.
maybe i'm a really bad mother.
at this point hindi ko na alam kung saan ako da-dalhin ng pag d-drive ko but not to my surprise nandito ako sa harap ng pintuan nya.
i knocked a few times bago may mag bukas.
"vice."
"hi." the only words i could muttered.
his hair is messy and he's not wearing anything on top just a gray jogging pants.
"did i wake you up?" i asked.
"yeah.." he chuckled before letting me in.
"what brought you here at this hour?" tanong nito.
"ayaw mo bang nandito ako?" tanong ko pabalik.
"no...i'm just surprise na pumunta ka unannounced usually ako ang nag papapunta sayo." he said.
i then felt his hands crawl up my waist hugging me from the back while his head is resting on my shoulder.
"i miss you." he whispered.
halos limang araw rin kaming hindi nag kita dahil busy..
"karylle's here." i said.
"really? kailan pa?"
"kanina lang, she's with vhong." i said.
"that's good.." he said showering me with kisses in my nape.
"why are you here if they're here? you should be celebrating their arrival." he said.
"can't you just be happy that i'm here?" i turn around and face him.
"i'm happy of course." he said hugging me.
"ang manyak mo." i said accepting his hug and wrapping my hands around him.
grabe. whenever he hugs me like this i really felt the comfort and how i am safe.
"i know something happened..what is it hm?" he whispered caressing my hair.
"i don't want to talk about it." i said burying my face on his chest.
"okay...i won't force you."
"why are you being like this?" tanong ko.
ano ba talaga tayo?
"being like what?"
"like this...you're so good to me kahit na may ginawa ako sayo in the past." i said looking at him.
"past are meant to be buried vice, it's called past for a reason."
the way he looked at me so deeply.
his presence calms me down in a person would calm in anyway.
i suddenly felt the guilt.
the guilt for lying and hiding something from him. i feel like a terrible person.
i suddenly felt something on my chest.
hindi ko na pinatagal pa at hinalikan sya ng mariin.
i'm sorry...
i know that he was stunned sa ginawa ko but he never stops me and in fact wrapped his hands on my waist pulling me closer until our bodies were touching and our kiss are deepen.
after sometime we both crashed at his bed naked and feeling the longingness for each other.
this is gonna be a long night for us.
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FanfictionVice Ganda a 25 yrs old transgender model comes back to the Philippines after pursuing her modeling career in New York for 5 years and now she's back from her country with her secret daughter.
