Friends with 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒕𝒔

Unexpected feelings

As I wake up in the morning, I feel another warm body up against mine. This made my eyes widen for a moment, I had completely forgotten about what happened last night up until now.

Astoria was big spooning me with her hands around my waist and her face nuzzled into my neck. I had regrets about last night and they were now eating me up. It's not like I didn't enjoy the sex, it's the fact that Astoria now has one more thing to use against me.

I slowly started to unwrap her arms from my body and move away without waking her, but of course, with my luck, it didn't work. I heard Astoria slight out a slight 'mm' as she felt me move. 

I was already halfway off the bed at this point and whenever I turned to look back at Astoria I saw she was practically wide awake at this point and now sitting up.

"Morning, angel." She said softly, reaching out to grab my waist.

I pushed her hands away as she did this, what we did last night was a mistake and I needed her to know that.

"Astoria we shouldn't have done anything, it was a mistake." As I said this, I saw all the warmth from Astoria's face wash away. Now she just looked at me with a cold expression, before letting out a slight chuckle.

"That isn't what it seemed like last night." She smirked for a second before speaking, "Oh, fuck Astoria, I- I can't take it, please." She mocked my whining.

I felt my face heat up with embarrassment as she mocked me.

"Shut up." I mumble and walk over to the bathroom to begin getting ready.

"You're just lying to yourself, you want me, I know you do. You're just a pathetic slut who can't think for herself." I just slammed the bathroom door, annoyed at her words, I just heard her laugh at this and begin to get ready as well.

After I finished getting ready, I walked out of the bathroom and Astoria was no where to be seen, she must've already left.

Today was a Saturday, and it was the first quidditch game of the season.. Slytherin VS Gryffindor. I felt this was an opportunity to finally talk to Theo again, it seemed he had just ghosted me since the evening on the train a few days ago. 

As I entered the quidditch stands, I saw Pansy sitting down, I wanted things to go back to normal with her, I missed my best friend so I decided to go over and talk to her. As I sat down next to her I spoke.

"I'm sorry about everything, I shouldn't have lied to you. I miss us." As Pansy heard my words she glanced at me for a moment before looking down at her hands sat in her lap.

"Thank merlin." She took a breath of relief before resting her hand on my thigh "I thought you would never apologize, I missed you." She leaned her head on my shoulder for a moment before suspicion filled her expression and she took her head off me and gave direct eye contact.

"Wait, so then, what happened with Astoria..? I saw she took the photos down." She asked me in a skeptical sort of tone.

I felt nervous telling her what happened but I didn't want to lie to her again.

"Promise you won't judge me if I tell you..?" She was now extremely suspicious but nodded her head slowly.

"We- Well she sort of-" I stuttered in between words, not knowing exactly how to put it, "She ate me out." I blurted, I saw Pansy's expression drop in shock as she heard my words, she definitely was not expecting this from me of all people.

"You guys- fucked..?" I heard the amusement in her voice and she let out a slight laugh.

"Seriously Pansy, I just told you like my biggest secret ever, and you're laughing.. real mature." My voice was filled with irritation as I said this, but I saw Pansy immediately keep a straight face as she listened.