blitzø angst

the beginning

                       Blitzos pov

I've been wide awake with thoughts
Mainly about my past
I remember how seeing my sisters hand brought this whole Rollercoaster of emotions and flashbacks

                      No one's pov

Loona hears her dad tossing and turning and wants to check on him but she's meant to be asleep...she'll check on him jn the morning
Back to blitzø he finally fell asleep but he is attacked by vivid nightmares of his past

Tw:abuse
"DAD PLEASE STOP"
"Why should I?" Cash buckzo said as he raised his hand to strike again
Blitzø was on the ground whimpering
"Your so fucking pathetic you killed your mom and now you can't even take a beating for it?"
"B-but dad-"
"NO BUTS" he screamed as he hit blitzø again
"AGH" blitzø cried as he went down
"Your lucky I'm being so nice and letting you go so early"
Blitzø got up and ran to his room where he checked his injuries
He was hit with a belt and the metal piece stabbed him a bit so he wrapped that up
He is still healing from the accident and the hitting didn't help that
"BLITZO DAD NEEDS YOU AGAIN YOU PIECE OF SHIT"
blitzø hearing his sister barbie prayed his dad wasn't going to hit him again
"Coming barbie" blitzø replied as he went down to see his dad
"Yes father..."blitzø says looking down
"Look at me when i speak!"he yelled grabbing his face and forcing blitzø to look at him
"You need to steal more from someone for the circus you destroyed "
"Okay father" blitzø said as he gathered his things and left

During the robbery

"What are you doing" the person said as they smaked blitzø's hand from their wallet

Blitzø ran off

At home

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WERE CAUGHT"cash buckzo screamed as he hit blitzø, hard
"I tried dad they saw me!" Blitzø cried out
"I DONT CARE YOU NEEDED TO GET THE MONEY YOU DUMB BITCH FIRST YOU KILL YOUR OWN MOTHER NOS YOU CANT EVEN FOLLOW ORDERS?!"he screamed striking blitzø again
"I will teach you a lesson you'll never forget!"cash said as he approached blitzø with a sharp car key

                       Blitzøs pov

I wake up gasping for air,I put a hand to my mouth to silence it and sit there for a moment trying to forget about the dream

"I need fresh air" I mumble to myself as I step out of the house for a while

I stay out for a while watching the night sky before checking the time

4:48

"Hm I guess I should get ready as I can't sleep right now"
I say as I re-enter the house and get ready and wait for loonie to get up so I can give her breakfast

                       Loonas pov

I hear the front door slam close

"What the fuck" I say as I exit to the living room and see blitzø is gone

"Weird well I'll go back to sleep it's like fucking 4 am"

When I wake up I see blitzø watching a horse shoe
"Oh hey loonie toonie I have breakfast made how was your sleep?"
Blitzø said seeing me

"It was good couldn't say the same for you though da-blitzø"

"Whag do you mean loonie? I had a great sleep "
Blitzø said with fake prep to his voice

"No need to lie I heard you tossing and turning and I heard you get up at like fucking 4 am"

Blitzø looks at me

"Okay fine maybe I didn't have the best sleep but I'm fine"

I feel suspicious but eat my breakfast and we head off to I.M.P for the work day

This is the end of chapter 1 u hope you enjoyed