SoulMATES (Hawks X OC)

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Warning: NSWF Content

Calla POV:

Groaning as I I felt my heavy eyelids struggle to open, I immediately felt my throat clear with discomfort. God, why did it feel so sore? It felt like I had used my voice for hours on end.

I then opened my eyes before the blurry and multiple of colors refocused only for them to finally stabilized as I recognized a strange new presence in front of me. One that I could not process for the life of me.

Because right in front of me was the very familiar sight of blonde hair, his eyes fluttering peacefully as my entire body couldn't help but be shocked awake in an instant. Wait, why was Hawks here in my bed?! What the hell happened?

Yet that's when the memories of last night crashed into me without permission, causing my blood to run cold and my heart rate to pick up with both fear and embarrassment. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. No, no. That was a dream, that wasn't real. Please don't tell me I tried to take advantage of him? Shit, this was bad. What was wrong with me?!

So much so, I felt my body wiggle away immediately, desperate to get away from the truth only for my entire body to ungracefully fall off the bed a moment later and hit the ground with a painful thud.

Groaning into the floorboards, I then heard his voice appear above me, causing my blood to run cold. "Whoa! Are you okay?"

No, Hawks. I wasn't okay. In fact I was freaking out. Thanks for asking.

I then shook my head before immediately scrambling in order to flip my body around and turn to him as my face couldn't help but burn bright red from everything prior.

Just kill me now. This is what I was trying to avoid. "I uhh..yeah.."

Yet the moment I looked up, I realized that the idiot bird was not wearing a shirt, his bare muscles on full display as he gazed down at my flustered face with silence. And Jesus fucking Christ why are you naked? I know that was nothing new to me but now was not the time! I already couldn't pull myself together. What was I supposed to do with that information?!

Pushing my arms up in order to stand, I then immediately turned away from the sight before covering my face with my hand in order to rid myself of the embarrassing state. "S-Sorry Hawks. You just surprised me. I wasn't expecting to see you this early."

Well that was the understatement of the century but I rolled with it.

The bird only sighed though, his voice raspy and deep from the sudden wake up call. "After you fell asleep I tried to put you to bed but you wouldn't let go of me. So I stayed. I hope that's okay?"

His explanation caused my heart to fall even further into my chest. I was causing him so many inconveniences. "O-Oh? No, that's okay. Sorry for that. I guess I was just really tired. By the way, can we just forget everything that happened? It's embarrassing."

Yet the bird only answered back a moment later, not giving me what I wanted. "What if I don't want to?"

At that, I couldn't help but freeze, my feet immediately turning to look at him with disbelief. What was wrong with him? Why would he want to remember something like that? "You should want to, I lost control and took advantage of you. I didn't know what I was doing. It should have never happened."

Shaking my head to will away the memory, I felt a wave of self hatred course through me. I told myself to keep my distance and what do I do? Beg for him to kiss me and fall apart before his eyes? Real nice Calytrix. Great job.

Although I paused when Hawks reached up in order to grab my hands and stand up from the bed. "Calla, you didn't do anything. I didn't..disagree..."

I'm sure he said that to make me feel better but what he didn't know was that it had the opposite effect. Because the fact that he actually wanted that was the worst information I could've found out.