Secrets

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Seven years later

It's been seven years. Seven fucking years. I've been improving. I work as a jewelry designer.

I'm 24 year with 2 kids who are 11 years in 5th grade.my husbands who are 26. The twins live with us and Noah visits when he has time which is rarely.

He has problems with time management. Plus he and Alba started a family. They gave a 4 year old baby  twin boys Luca, Luis ,2 year old baby  twin girls Kalilah, Kelly and a new born. She gave birth to a baby boy Liam two days ago. And she's only 23.

Lucky her. The twins and I have been trying but we couldn't. We been to doctors . They say I can't have kids because my womb is damaged.

I haven't had my periods for 10 weeks. I've taken 12 pregnancy tests and went for blood test 4 times and still nothing.

Although the twins say it's fine and that I don't have to push it and that Ryker and Romilly are fine I still want to gift them their own kids.

I was in my office. I went for the fifth blood test this morning without Nicole and Igor's knowledge. I packed my belongings and walked to my car.

I drove home it was Friday afternoon. The day before Ryker and Romilly's birthday. In hoping that Noah will pitch up for their birthday party instead of throwing money and gifts.

It hurts them that Noah doesn't have time for them. They stopped calling him dad and started calling him uncle Noah or just Noah.

Once I got home I was greeted by the most delicious smell of food. I walked to the kitchen to find Nicole cooking. I gently placed my bags on the kitchen counter.

I walked towards him and wrapped my arms around his waist. "Lia " he mumbled bringing me infront. He placed his face in my neck inhaling my scent.

"They say is complete" he mumbled. I brought his face out and gave him a kiss. He held the back of my neck bringing me closer and deepening the kiss.

After a while we both pulled out for oxygen. "where's Igor?" I asked him. He sighed. "There's some problem with the shipping so he went to check it he'll be here around midnight " I nodded in agreement.

"I'm going to check the kids" I said and gave him a kiss on the cheek before walking upstairs. I reached Ryker's door since Romilly wasn't in her room.

"Hey" I said as they hugged me. I sat down on the floor alongside them. "Mom I think I messed up" Ryker said. "Yeah no need to think about it you totally did" Romilly said in her sassy voice.

"Okay Milly let Ry tell me okay" I said. They both glared at each other. "Ryker called Tommy a nigger " nobody prepared me for the shock.

Let's just hope he ain't black" whose Tommy?" I asked hoping that they say some white kid from their school.

"His this African American kid" my eyes widened. What the fuck ? Where did he get that word from?.

"Okay wait Ry we don't go around calling African American kids nig people okay?" I said. "Why? Is it a white person thing?" Well not necessarily but he gets the idea. "you could say so "