Trust

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Trust


You once had my trust

Now you've lost it

It's not like you ever trusted me either

Which I guess is okay


But I still trusted you

Which I guess was a big mistake

And now my trust for you is gone

Never to return

Want to know how


Once upon a time there was a little girl

She was the happiest girl on Earth


She had everything every child could ask for

Got almost anything she wanted

But most importantly

She had a family who loved her

Except a father

At least that's what the mother said


The little girl believed her mother of course

For she trusted her more than anybody


But as the girl grew older

She began asking more questions

About her father


The mother started getting uneasy

She started avoiding her child's questions

The girl was just curious

The mother had told her when she was younger

That there was nothing wrong with curiosity

When had that changed


Sensing her mothers discomfort

The girl stopped asking questions

But this only lead her to becoming more curious

So the girl started searching

For the answers to her own questions


I remember when I first talked to my father

It was over call

I kept myself composed

When he answered

I fell apart


When my mother came home

I told her right away what had happened

She was not happy


She told me I could never talk to my father

Ever again

She told me that if he wanted to

He would've reached out when I was younger

What she didn't tell me

Was why he never did

Or rather couldn't


The day I found out the truth

Was the day you lost my trust


You took advantage of my young mind

Like so many others before you


And I was mad

At you and myself


I was mad at you because you had lied to me

I was mad at myself because I believed you


And so my trust for you is gone

How does it feel

I hope it hurts you

More than it hurts me


-Willow


A/N -Second one down, so many more to go. It's funny how easily how these words can go from my brain to my paper, but I can't write a paragraph for school.

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