TW: SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND MURDER,
Me and colby have been doing missions lately and colbys been feeling quite depressed .
I've been doing okay just crying myself to sleep every now and then since Tara and Sams death I truly loved them even if I haven't known them for more then two years
Its been rough I relapsed and start cutting again So has johnnie.
We've all been doing horribly.
What if I just died right here? Right now?
Shit I wish have to reunite with Sam and Tara somehow
Knock
Knock
" come in. " I sighed putting my knife away.
" hey. We have another mission to go on " Colby looked at me and sighed
" okay. " I fake smiled holding back tears my nose Stinging
A few hours later
We arrived in a forest Jake and johnnie pulling up behind us.
" Hey alice. " johnnie looked rough his makeup was ruined and looked like he's been crying like myself.
He ran to me and I hugged him crying into his chest considering Im as short as tara..
" Im S-s-sorry but I miss Tara so much.. " I sniffled
Bang
Bang
I heard a thud and groaning seeing Jake on the ground smiling weakly with tears in his eyes
I sobbed louder johnnie silently crying
I fell on my knees by Jake saying my goodbyes.
Bang
I heard another thud seeing Colby with a gun in his hand he just shot himself fuck.
Me and johnnie got out both of our guns
Smiling at each other counting to three
" 1...2....3 " me and johnnie said the same fingers on the trigger
Bang bang
It all went black
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~the end~
thank you all for reading I'd like to give credits to Alexsballss for ending idea:3
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