Addicted To You

Ten

Nova's pov:

Morning rolled away way too fast for my liking but I pushed myself to get up and take a shower getting ready for my day.

I got up and looked over to my empty bed and sighed , I went into the shower and got myself ready. I made my way to the kitchen for a quick bowl of cereal and some coffee. I grabbed my stuff and sat myself at the island waiting for class to start.

"Good morning mamas." Alex said making her way to me

"mmh." is all I said not looking at her

"Baby?" she asked wrapping her hands around my waist as I completely ignored her

"Nova!" she said turning me to face her

"What's up." I said rolling her eyes

" What's wrong with you?" she asked

" Nothing, I got class." I said turning back around

"Baby I'm sorry for coming home last night , I had so much to do and I lost track of time." she said

"hm , coo." I said

"Naw nova , this isn't how it suppose to be. We suppose to communicate , so let me know what's on your mind." she said

I slowly turned and faced her with tears in my eyes

"Yea and you completely ignored my calls and text , you could have simply texted and said hey busy right now or something."I said

"I know and that's my fault love . I was with the realtor and then had to go to the contractors for my building and they had fucked up some shit so I stayed for a while and got it all fixed. " she said

"Wait , you're moving out ? You don't wanna be my roommate anymore?" I asked with tears now flowing out of my eyes

"What no baby , it's not like that. I had got a realtor before I got to the dorms cause I like having my own shit and plus I only got a year here I needed to make sure I had my life put together for when I leave ." she said

"oh. right " I said

"Look get your classes down and we will talk about it later okay just don't shut me out." she said and I nodded my head

I turned back around and logged into my class and began doing my work.

I had asked the teachers for the early graduate option so really I do my work at my own pace and will be taking night classes for the hands on courses so I will graduate within the next year or so .

Im glad Alex got her life together for after college that's something I haven't even thought of. I know I want my own 24/7 shop and want to be able to be mobile for people. I was so lost in my thoughts that I couldn't even focus on school , so I emailed my teacher I would be out for the rest of the day .

I closed my textbooks and got up to sit with Alex , I wanted to get this conversation over with

"Hey love , why you not doing classes?" she asked

"Im ahead in my classes , I'm doing the early graduation option. I'm trying to get out of here as fast as I can so I can start living my life." I said looking at my lap

"Oh okay well let's talk." she said closing her laptop

"When are you moving?" I asked

"Within the next 6 months to a year, depends on when they get the house done." she said

"So what happens to us Alex , We won't ever see each other all the time like we do now." I said

"Orrr you could just be a uhaul lesbian and move in with me." she said snd I widen my eyes

"uhm wait what . Wait what's a haul lesbian?" I asked

"Lesbians who only talk for like 3 days then get together and then move in within the next week of dating . it's pretty much a joke lesbians say cause we move fast in relationships."she said

"Oh so you was joking." I sad kinda hurt

"Nope not at all . I was talking to Santana about it and she told me to wait and see if you would start acting all lovely and then just see if you wanted to move with me. But honestly I had the amazing idea if you think it's too soon." she said

"Well go on , I'm listening" Well since it's so soon and we are still talking we could still be roomies and you can have your own room , closet and bathroom. Basically what we do here just in a more permeant spot ." she said

"Hunny , that's not even what we do. You been sleeping in my bed ever since we started talking and plus what is I wanna be laid up with you." I said

"Fair point and I was just saying that just in case you didn't think moving in was a good option." she said

"Okay but a lot can happen in 6 months to a year. At that point we may even be together ... we don't know." I said

"yea..." she said looking at the floor

"You're not telling me something Alex." I said

"Okay , okay it may me a little sooner than a yea or 6 months cause I was so excited and the house is build they are just fixing a few things that I wanted to change and they told me maybe 3 months. And plus like I really do want us to be something cause I worked so hard to get you and I just love everything about you ." she said

"3 MONTHS! ALEX!" I said

"I know I just like my own crib but you aint gotta move in bae , you can visit when ever you want."

"Yea I don't know if I'm ready for all that yet . everything is so new and I feel like we going so fast. I think maybe we just put a pause on this , I shouldn't have ever kissed you I'm sorry." I said getting up and going to my room