why?
why? why would you bully me for 3 years? I didn't do shit to you, there you ruined it all away by your name calling and laughing at me as it still continued for those years. what did I do to make it like this, ever since that glance you gave me, you always had the urge to say something. your the reason I'm depressed. thinking about the shits and giggles you got from me makes my throat hurt. everyday I think about what you did but can never figure out why you did it. maybe it's just that you're a shitty person, or that I did something to make that happen. it's probably the first one. if you hadn't bullied me then I wouldn't turn out to hate myself and think that I'm worthless to this world. only if I could find out what I did if I did something wrong. it can't be from that cough, you were already staring at me like I did something wrong when you walked in that door. I don't know if you know that I cry because of you. I will always think that you act nice and friendly to me but still have that grudge against me. only if I could tell you fuck you or punch you. I can't handle it. it will probably still go on.
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* Vent Book *
Random-'♡'- vent book - everything is organized - my personal struggles that i would like to share - people mentioned will not be named -there may be mentions of self-harm, chapter with self-harm will have a warning -'♡'-
