I don't like falling inlove over and over and over again. I don't like that I can't help falling inlove and then when I tell them they reject me because i'm such a delusional fuck. I already have a crush. i'm too scared to confess because everytime I confess to someone they always reject me. I hate being delusional then what I get out of it is getting hurt. I wanna stop falling inlove but I don't want to at the same time because i'll feel unloved. love is hard. when you're inlove you feel happy, but when you get rejected, you feel saddened. I need to stop falling inlove because everytime it's gonna be "sorry, I don't feel the same.", stares or being made fun of. I wanna stop, I need to stop because it makes me feel worse than it is. Please I just wanna stop.
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* Vent Book *
Random-'♡'- vent book - everything is organized - my personal struggles that i would like to share - people mentioned will not be named -there may be mentions of self-harm, chapter with self-harm will have a warning -'♡'-
