Without You

Chapter 15

Yesterday was a bit awkward when Jungkook dropped me off home. He looked at my house and just stared at it. I don't know what he was taking in, but he wouldn't stop looking at it. I told him thanks and he finally looked at me and just nodded. I walked towards my front door and turned around, seeing Jungkook already walking away. I smiled at little and turned around, seeing my dad standing behind me.

"Is that your boyfriend?" he asked me. I shook my head and laughed, running towards my room.

But today, it's as if that kiss never happened. Sometimes during my classes, I'd think about it and catch myself smiling. I stop immediately because it was totally not in the way it seemed like it should be. Jungkook and I slightly did get a bit closer again. I saw him today in the hall, walking over to his class and he looked at me, smiled and waved, and then walked away. Usually he'd just slightly smile and leave.

I was a bit scared to walk into my art class. I thought Mr. Song would have figured out both of us ditched his class and have a talk with us. He didn't though. Maybe he likes us.

When I did walk in, the students just looked at me. Some of the girls rolled their eyes. Maybe they liked Jungkook. Some of the dudes started to check me out. It felt uncomfortable but I guess yesterday made them think I'd do that to anyone. If I made out with some normal guy, they'd probably think I was in a serious relationship.

But still. I made out with...Jungkook. The "bad boy" of this school, just to get revenge on the guy who tried to rape me. What is wrong with me?

I sat in my seat and Jungkook was in the class yet. I looked over at YeJun's seat and he was sitting there, already chatting up some other girl. I scoffed and he looks over at me. I quickly turned my head around.

I see Jungkook walk into the classroom, tucking in his uniform. He quickly sits down in his seat and just faces the desk. I look at him and he starts rubbing his eye aggressively.

"You okay?" I ask him. He looks at me and I gasp a little. His cheeks were bruised and his eye a bit as well. He slightly smirks and I roll my eyes.

"Why?" I say.

"This guy wanted to pick a fight with me." he answers. "You wouldn't worry about me if you saw TaeHyung hyung.

"Ah, I don't care about TaeHyung." I say. Jungkook smirks.

"You care about me?" he says. I flick his forehead and he starts to chuckle. The bell rings and Mr.Song starts walking around the classroom.

Jungkook takes out the piece of paper we sketched on yesterday, before YeJun came up to us, and pushed it in front of my face. I look at the piece of paper and stare at the bland buildings drawn on it. I had no great ideas for the drawing so I just grabbed the piece of paper and started drawing actual buildings just, normally.

I feel Jungkook just looking at me drawing. I drew tall buildings, small buildings, some buildings that looks abandoned. I even drew one on fire for no reason at all. Then I started drawing shadowy figures in windows that are somewhat lit up. I guess the city is taking place at night time. Then I got an idea. No meaning at all but just for looks.

I got up and grabbed another blank piece of white paper. I turned around and bumped into YeJun, who was apparently getting a blank white piece of paper too. I looked up at him for a while and he did the same to me. I walked around him but he stepped right in front of me. I walked around him again, shoving him away with my shoulder.

I finally get back to my seat but it seemed that Jungkook didn't see what happened. I exhale and start drawing.

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