Finally understood

Part 5

The next few months have been good I mean we are both 16 now our sisters are still super strict "please I am begging you to go to this party" I followed Leah into the kitchen "no Alex it's dangerous" she said while cleaning up "cmon Katie is letting lauryn go!" "Okay fine!! But I want updates every hour" she yelled "thank you thank you thank you" I said and I got ready and stufff before I went and met lauryn at the party it was music blaring and drinking and me and lauryn did a lot of drinking "come here," she said to me and made me sit down next to her and we openly kissed in front of everybody partying "what are you doing" I said quietly laughing "you wanna go back to mine" she said flirting with me and technically it is legal now "sure" I said and the pair of us are drunk but we went back to her house and I don't know how but everybody's in bed and we snuck up to her room and it got heated the minute we got into there after she shut over her door we went straight to kissing on her bed and then the clothes came off and I will let you can imagine what happened next ....

The next morning

I woke up under the sheets with her "never drinking again" i heard her say but i was just tryna remember last night as the pair of us are just in our underwear well some of it but i looked at my phone to it dead. Great "i should probably get going before Leah comes and hunts me down" I laughed "alright, ill call you" lauryn said as i got dressed "byeee" i said before leaving her room and i snook downstairs as Katie and rue are there in the living room but i managed to get out and I walked the 15 minutes home but in the drive is Jacob's car and a police car? What. I walked inside to the police and everybody looked at me "hello?" I said "oh my god" i heard j say relieved and the police left "what's happening where's Leah" i said "we thought you where dead!" He raised his voice what he never ever does but he pulled out his phone and texted Leah "why are you yelling? I literally stayed at lauryns" i said confused but soon Leah burst threw the door and she immediately hugged me "your alive" she said and i could tell she was crying "why wouldn't i be" i laughed "where the fuck where you okay we had police search all night we where looking" she yelled "okay now your yelling? I stayed at lauryns" "and didn't think to text me!" She yelled "I'm sorry.... My phone died" "No it's not that it's all the other fucking late nights out and not telling me i said you could go if you called me every hour what you did not do instead i find pictures online of you drinking you have pushed it this time after being kicked out of three schools constantly being a pain in the ass and a pain to everybody!" She screamed in my face "all i did was stay at lauryns!" I yelled back but we just had a massive screaming match "fuck you" I said "wow really gonna run from your problems per usual" she said but she cornered me "not so big now are you!" She shoved me into the side of the counter "what!" She hit me across the face hard enough for my cheek to throb while me holding it but she never hit me before.. all of us fell silent as I shoved past Leah but she knew she fucked up as she scaredthe exact same as dad  did with tears in my eyes "I'm sorry.." she whispered in shock her Self and she held her hands up looking at them and then me "Alex I swear I...." I kind of looked at her in shock myself before I pushed past her but Jacob chased me out the door "Alex" he ran up to me as I am halfway down the road "she didn't mean to i promise" he said spinning me around and he bent down a bit looking at me as I am a few inches shorter then him but I didn't say anything but look at him trying not to cry as all it did was remind me of the shit dad did but he pulled me into a hug "please don't make me back there for a bit please Jacob" I said with a tear rolling down my cheek "you know you have to at some point but not right now okay how about you spend the night with me mums on holiday so it will be just me and you" he asked me and I agreed and we walked back Leah stayed out of the way as I grabbed my bag and packed it and walked downstairs but I heard them talking " I swear I didn't mean to it happened" Leah said I could tell she is crying "I know okay, she's gonna spend the night with me maybe it will be good for you both ay? I'll bring her back around 12 tomorrow" "she has training at 11" she said "then we will be back for 10" he laughed "okay fine, please call me later tell me how she's doing" "I will" he soon walked out to me and we left getting in his car "how does your face feel and your hip?" "Hurts..." I said quietly and after about 45 minutes we made it home but the house was the same everything was but I went up to my room to it empty everything gone as it's at Leah's "how about takeout for dinner?" "I'm alright I just wanna go to bed" I gave him a small smile "okay well I'm here if you need me" he smiled before leaving but I got a call of lauryn, shit lauryn "hey, how did Leah react" she said laughing "alright... I'm staying with my brother back home tonight" I laughed "ohhhh that bad" she caught on "nah, just heated isn't it just needed some space, what about Katie " I smiled "she heard you sneaking out she just didn't wanna get up" the pair of us laughed "what so she knows about you know.." I said "what that we fucked? No I said the pair of us where to drink and here was closer" "smart that" I said "yeahh I'm not exactly gonna tell her about last night" she smirked while looking at me over FaceTime what made me look away as she always makes me nervous doing that "stopppp" I said "stop what?" "Looking at me with them eyes" I said "what eyes?" She acted confused "you know what.." "do I thoughhhhh" she wound me up but I changed positions on the phone because I moved under my covers and on my side "it's like 5 oclock" lauryn laughed "and I'm hungover to fuck" "forgot about that" she smiled "right you go sleep ima go convince Katie to make me pizza" she said "alright, bye bitch" "bye cunt" she hung up and I went straight to sleep I passed outttt