Roomates to Lovers

Love Blooms

(tw Ed and mentions of self harm)

(Johnnies POV)

He pulls me into a tight hug.

"Next time your feeling like doing something to yourself just come talk to me or if I'm not home call me and I'll be there Right away", he tell me Looking Deep into my blue eyes. "I don't wanna bother you with my Problems all the time tho", I tell him but right after I finished my sentence he started talking again. " Johnnie please, just come talk to me next time promise me that?" "I promise."

Hearing These words from him made me feel less alone, Jake is Always so caring and I'm so grateful for him. Jake got up shortly after and left my Room he probably went into the kitchen to make Food. I put i my headphones to listen to music While trying to fall asleep, which I do after About 15 minutes.

*Time skip*

It's About 9 p.m now and I had just woken up from a 6h Long "nap". The TV in the Living Room was turned on, I hear it playing Jakes favorite TV Show. I walk out of my Room and go in the Kitchen. Right as Jake saw me he jumped off the Sofa and went up to me and asked me. " You want Food? I ordered wings, your favorite." I don't want to eat, I feel fat but if I don't eat it I'll feel bad cause he ordered them just for me. He orderd a small Portion aswell cause he knows I don't eat that much. "sure" I tell him and he grabs them right away and hands them to me. " thank you" I said While taking a seat at the dinning Table. I start taking small bites, it tasted Pretty good but I felt like throwing up.

*time skip*

After I finished Eating Jake asked me if I'd like to watch a movie with him, I wasn't in the mood to watch a movie but still agreed because I didn't want to make him sad. We looked for a good movie to watch and couldn't find one for a long time but then agreed on 20th Century Girl( my fav movie). Halfway through the movie Jake dozed off and ended up falling asleep on my shoulder, I don't know why but it felt like Butterflys in my stomach. I'm so stupid am I really falling in Love with my best friend, Jake is trying his best to help me and I'm falling in love with him why am I always so useless and annyoing he deserves so much better.

*Time skip(again sorry)*

The Movie ended and Jake was still asleep but he moved his hand on my wrist It hurts since my scars aren't healed yet but I don't want to wake him up because he looked cute when hes asleep and sometimes he get mad wen I wake him up from his sleep but he appologizes when he realizes that he hurt my feelings. I ended up falling asleep a little while later aswell.

SORRY THAT I DIDN'T CONTINUE THIS STORY FOR SO LONG BUT NOW I'M TRYING MY BEST TO POST EVERY WEEK OR EVERY 2 WEEKS

I've been struggeling a lot lately and couldn't bring myself to continue this Story but I'm better now

BTW I'M GETTING THE TINAS MERCH I'M SO HAPPY

AND JUST TO CLARIFY I DON'T SHIP JAKE AND JOHNNIE FR BUT I'M WRITING THIS STORY CUZ I REALLY WANNE GET INTO WRITING AGAIN

BTWW TYSMMMM FOR 39 READSS