His Property

Seven

Alec was in surgery. Blake couldn't breathe. All he could do was worry. Bringing his fingers up to his lips he grazed them. The touch from Alec's own ones still lingering upon his skin. His heart skipping a beat. His head still not fully processing the moment. That was Blake's first kiss, first time he's seen Alec break, show him emotion. Was it wrong? Was it too soon? All Blake knew is that his body wanted it, liked it. It felt wrong, so wrong. But he liked it, his body wanted more. To look into the jocks eyes as he caressed his cheek.

Alec didn't deserve him, he never will. Blake's never been in situations like this, dealt with these emotions inside of him. He didn't know what to do. All he knew is that he needed to be there for the older boy. He couldn't leave, god why would he leave. He can't explain these feelings. The way the older boy made his heart stop. Made his stomach turn. He liked his touch, body craved it even. It was like a disease that had taken over his body. Filling his head, filling his dreams. He was supposed to hate diseases. He liked this one.

Alec made him feel claustrophobic, intoxicated. But god did it make Blake feel things he's never felt before. He knew he wasn't good for him, did he listen? No. Did he want to give up what they were building? Not at all. Blake wanted Alec in his life. He couldn't imagine a life without the boy. Who knew the jock could have such an effect on Blake in the space of two weeks. He just hoped this one stayed, showed no signs of leaving. He didn't want this boy to leave his life, he wanted him in it.

"Blake" A manly voice spoke up. The smaller one's eyes meeting the doctors as he gave him a small smile. Standing up Blake was quick to rush over standing before the middle aged doctor.

"He's okay, a little drowsy but you're able to see him now" nodding his head Blake thanked the doctor before heading to Alec's designated room. Standing outside the door Blake couldn't help but hesitate. What's Alec gonna say, what will Blake say himself. Biting his bottom lip he took a deep breath before opening the door. Their gazes quick to meet. Blake's breath leaving his body as it hitched.

A smile raising upon the older jocks lips as he examined Blake. Slowly walking over Blake didn't know what to say. His eyes trained on Alec's as the older jock held his hand out. Interlocking their fingers Blake acted upon impulse. Wrapping his arms around Alec's neck, this action only stunned Alec. Smiling he was quick to wrap his arms around Blake's waist. Planting a kiss on the younger one's neck Alec felt weird inside. Other than pain attacking his body with every moment. This was a good weird feeling. One he hoped to grow getting used to.

"I'm okay I promise" The older one spoke. Watching as Blake pulled away Alec hoped he had leaned in to kiss him. However Blake only gave Alec a worried look as he stood before him. Blake didn't believe him, he wanted to. However he just couldn't believe Alec. The way he broke down in front of him, the way he let his emotions show in front of Blake. Blake hated to admit the impulse to believe him. He just couldn't. He doesn't wanna lose Alec. Why would he? Alec's the only person to actually talk to him.

Give him a chance. Not treat him like nothing but an outcast. Glare at him in school. Talk about him behind his back. Alec's actually tried, treated him like any normal person. That's what Blake liked about the older boy. Despite the differences he hasn't once treated him like shit. Instead he's shown love, something friends don't do. Friends don't kiss, friends don't call each other cute, friends don't have feelings for one n other than make them go dizzy. Make them feel claustrophobic. That's not what friends do. Did he hate that Alec made him feel this way? No.

"Blake" Alec's voice took the younger boy out of his trance. Looking into Alec's eyes Blake felt the older boys hand tug at his shirt. "Are you okay" Alec found himself asking. The look of worry taking over the jocks face. Giving Alec a small smile Blake nodded slowly.