The Marimo and The Pervert (Zosan)

Chapter 5: Confession

Sanji's POV
I didn't sleep well or at all. It wasn't new since Zoro had gone into a coma it has been like that sometimes. But this time it was not about me worrying but due to my recent discovery that I may have fallen in love with Zoro. I don't understand it but last night 'I've fallen in love with Zoro', those words came from my mouth so there might be truth in those words

But he's a man, Sanji. A man, for some reason those words aren't working as an excuse anymore. Zoro...

Me with the Marimo, I wonder how the crew would react to that? I am pretty sure they would all be surprised. Zoro really isn't that bad, he sees me as an equal, doesn't go easy on me and I don't have to go easy on him. Our fights always lights a fire in me not of anger but a different feeling, the light touches that would cause little sparks of electricity on my skin and his rough yet soothing voice that comforts me

If we were in a relationship I'm pretty sure those fights will still continue, the touches would more as well as the sparks of electricity to intensify. We would probably still argue and jealousy would obviously happen I mean he's, though I'll never admit it, attractive. If we share a bed I will probably not get cold at night, he's technically a human furnace and his musk and warmth would probably lull me to sleep. There'll be new things such as kissing, cuddling and *cough* intimate *cough* activities

Zoro. I really want to see him. I groaned loudly. Damn, thinking about if we are together, fantasising about him and now wanting to see him. I groaned again and slid down on the floor of the galley, face in my hands. My possible red, I can feel it heating up. "I'm in love with Zoro" but how deep have I fallen to be hurting so bad that he's not here by my side right now? It must be pretty deep. I couldn't stop my heart from clenching when I thought of the possibility of Zoro not waking up or worse case scenario, dies 'damn it Marimo, I just figured out my feelings so hurry and wake up'

I shake all the negative thoughts away, get up and dust myself off 'He will be fine, he always is. Anyway I need to plate breakfast before-'  "SANJI! FOOD!" I sighed, entered our idiot of a captain followed my the rest of the crew, just when I was processing my recent thought

"Good morning my lovely ladies~" "Morning Cook-san/Sanji" "Breakfast would be served soon I had a late start" "Okay"

Breakfast went normally, or as normal as the crew gets. They were all filing out of the galley. The only one left is Miya~san, which left me quite on edge 'Is she going to talk about last night?'.As if reading my mind she asked "So, do you have an answer?"

I froze, regained my composure and went to sit in the seat opposite to her "Y-Yeah". She gave a look of shock but turned back to her usual look "Well what's your answer?" I began toying with the hem of my shirt, I  got all nervous. I've collected most of my thoughts and she's clearly supportive yet I can't get the words out. Her eyes fixed on me waiting for an answer " I-I-I do l-love Zoro" I said my gaze focused on my shirt "You feel better right?" My eyes shot  up to look at her with a questioning gaze "To let it out, finally admit it". Now that she mentions it I do feel better and lighter like a heavy load has been taken off my chest "Yeah"

"Do you plan on telling him when he wakes?" I was taken aback by that statement because it just dawned on me that I'll eventually have to tell him, it must have shown on my face cause the next thing she said was "Don't tell me you never thought of it" "Urgh, fuck, but what if" 'He doesn't feel the same or my emotions aren't true or-' a sudden loud sound broke me out of my thoughts "I had to snap you out of your inward spiral, instead of thinking of the negative what ifs, think of what if he likes you back and I have a feeling he does"

"Zoro liking be back, there's a one percent chance of that happening" "Well that is better than zero chance, I mean how many times have we gone into fights with a one percent chance of survival, sometimes you got to take a risk and a chance no matter how small it is" what she said really stuck a chord in me, she's right