"Y/n... Y/n wake up... honey wake up..." Kenny shakes me awake
"hmmm.... wha?.... what?... what time is it?" i rub my eyes
"4:26 am" he supports himself with his left elbow and his right hand holding my back close
"Kenny.... why the hell did you wake me up.... at 4:30am"
"honey i have something to ask you" he plays with a strand of my hair
"can't it wait till the morning im tired" i slay sleepily
"oh my sleepy eepy little princess" he smiles
"oh my god just ask me what you wanted already" i turn towards him
"hmmm i dont know if i should ask you now or not" he pulls me towards him and hugs me close.
"then im going to b-" i was interrupted by kenny giving me a soft yet strong kiss on the lips.
pulling me more into his lips than before. "honey i have something i want to tell you more
than ask you.. well its a little bit of both" he pulls away and takes off my headphones i was
wearing to bed that night.
"then say it already i wanna go back to bed" i put my headphones back onto only one ear
ignoring his action to take them off
"honey i love you so much, and it sometimes feels like there are no words to describe it to you"
"no shit i let you sleep in my bed and see me cry, i dont let a lot of people do that" i shut my eyes
"what do you mean by that? do you mean im seeing a side of my pumpkin others dont?" he
seems more exited than he probably should be
"thats a whole story for when im not tired but short answer is yes, what is your question
already that you wanted to ask me" i say yawning into Kenny's chest thats close to me
he hesitates to answer and nuzzles his face into the top of my head while he holds me into him
tight "every year for winter break me and my 3 to about 5 friends come over and get super high
on whatever i find in my house, while my parents and siblings are out of town visiting family
friends and shit like that, i was wondering if you wanted to come this year?" he seriously just
asked me if i wanted to go to his drug party with his friends.... "i wont do anything other than
maybe some weed, no acid or crazy shit like that" i nizzle my face into kenny's chest soaking
in all of him knowing this probably wont last long. nothing ever does. "so thats a yes !!" he
gets confusingly happy about that answer "yes now let me fucking sleep you insomniac"
"i'm your insomniac, honey" he says putting my headphones back onto my ears for me while
I Wait For You by Alex G plays followed by A Burning Hill by Mitski plays after.
"mhm sure you are, just go to sleep already, you'll get cranky in the morning if you dont" i say
while he kisses me on my forehead
"not more crancky than you, darlin'" he rests his head ontop of mind holding me close in his
arms. "shut up and sleep already" i say before going into my mind for sleep
"ok, muffin. Love you"
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I'll Lose My Mind Over You Another Thousand Times {Kenny x F reader}
FanfictionYou have a really tuff time at home. Your only escape is music and your art. you have friends and you do talk to them but not about the tuff stuff. You mostaly try to stay away from talking about that. You are usually with your headphones on listeni...
