Always

You dont deserve my forgiveness

Harry:

I stand in front of the teachers in the lounge furious. My eyes gleaming with a dangerous glint. "Does anyone know where or who?" Nobody has anything to say. My magic comes off me in waves. The people who are in the room flinched. Even Severus and Draco. When I speak my voice comes out dark and quiet. "I did not die twice! Twice! For some maniacal dunderhead to try and finish Voldemort's work. I will not be fighting in another war. I will leave Magical Britain before I let me or my child be in any sort of danger." As I speak I can feel my child kicking and rub my stomach. I catch Severus' eye and then Draco's. "Somebody better figure this out. And fast. This time my child comes first. Not the world."

I walk out of the lounge with my robes flowing and an outbreak of yells behind me. My resolve is fierce. I will not be subject to this once more. I head to the hospital wing and sigh. Tile for another check up. I look 5 months old when I am only 3. It's more than clear I am having multiples. And I will not be able to work once I have them. I take my shirt off and place the napkin at the bottom of my stomach. Madam Promfrey shows up but does not start until Draco is there and the shields are up. "Well dear. Your assumptions are correct. You are indeed having twins. Now you are three months along in a normal pregnancy. But for a magical twin pregnancy you are considered to be 5 months along. You should be preparing for birth. I am clearing you for all duties. Once your children are born and you and the children are stable I will finally retire and you will be either the full time healer here or go back to St.Mungos."

I vanish the jelly on my stomach in silence. I have Draco help me back to our chambers and I sit on the couch watching the fire deep in thought. Then I see a bunch of black robes swish in front of me. I look up seeing Severus. "We are having twins, Severus." He stands there with a red face of rage. "You are just like your father and his group of douches. Why would you throw yourself out there like that?! What is wrong with you! You can never listen to anyone, you insufferable brat!"

I stand yelling before he has a chance to continue his speech. "SEVERUS GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY CHAMBERS! YOU HAVE SOME NERVE TELLING ME I NEVER LISTEN! YOU TOLD ME TO GET RID OF MY KIDS; AND NOW YOU WANT TO ACT LIKE BIG PAPA?! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME SNAPE OR I SWEAR ON MERLINS BEARD YOU WILL SEE SOME THINGS YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER SEEN ME DO BEFORE! GET THE FUCK OUT YOU NARCISSISTIC EGOCENTRIC BASTARD!"

I gasp as a sharp pain stripes through my stomach. I fall back on the couch rubbing my stomach taking deep breaths. Stress isn't good for my babies. That is a montra I tell myself everyday. My voice quiets again and I rub my stomach absently. "Severus. I didn't forgive you for you or me. I forgave you because I want my babies to have both parents together. You don't deserve my forgiveness. I don't think you have a clue about how I am feeling right now. Or how I am feeling about this pregnancy. It's more than likely going to be the last as well. I owe you nothing Snape." I turn and look at him from the side.

"I am due in 4 months or less. Do what you want with that information. Now please leave my quarters professor. I had a long day and I need sleep. My children are kicking my behind. Good day professor. I trust you know your way out?" I stand and start to waddle into my room hearing the door shut shortly after. I rub my stomach. I just wish that things could be much easier. But this is life. And because this is life shit doesn't do anything but get harder.