My Sunshine

Giving Us A Chance

JANKI'S POV

"You can't be this good with me. You need to get angry. You need to yell at me, you need to get pissed off, irritated and regret it all. Not this. This holding me close to yourself and pampering me with everything you have. Cooing me, being there for me. You can't do all this Raghav" I spoke in a go but all he did was to look at me.

I waited for a minute, for him to say something but he didn't even utter a single word.

"Rana sa, I'm talking to you" I snapped and he blinked his eyes.

"You said that" He whispered

"What" I asked confused

"You took my name, for the first time" He said and I looked at him.

You can't do all this Raghav.

Raghav...

Melting as smooth as butter on hot pan.

"I... Said Rana sa" I lied when he smirked

"Whatever makes you sleep at night Sunshine" He smirked and I huffed

"That wasn't the point! Point is, you need to get pissed off when I mix salt in your coffee. You should get angry when I hid your files and didn't give it for a whole day. You should've yelled at me when I punctured all your favorite cars and hid your Mac book. Come on Rana sa." I exasperated

"Until and unless, your silly pranks doesn't harm you, do it for whole life Sunshine. I would love to tolerate them" He said

"Yes. This. Exactly! Why you're doing this Rana sa." I asked so impatient now

"Doing what" He questioned

"This! Making me.. Not hate you" I snapped

"What do you want me to do sunshine" He asked

"I don't know Rana sa. I don't know. I was so angry on you when you married me. But, I'm not able to remain angry" I whispered and he looked at me holding my hands.

"Janki... " he spoke and I knew since he took my name, whatever he was going to say was very, very serious.

You even know what his saying your name means!

And then you say, you want to hate him.

"Did you really marry me really, just because your parents said or for Megha. Not even tiniest bit because you found me worthy of it" He asked and I looked at him sighing.

"Of course you're worthy Rana sa. How you can not be. But you too knew you were wrong" I stated

"I wasn't wrong for what I did Sunshine. But I am and I already apologised for the way which might have been wrong according to you. So if you say what I did was wrong, then sorry sunshine, what I did wasn't wrong according to me" He sincerely spoke and I sighed

"I want to believe you" I mumbled

"Then do" He said

"I'm afraid" I added , don't know why.

I shouldn't be speaking this all at 2 in the morning!!!

"Of ? " He asked

"Getting hurt" I whispered

"Sunshine, take my sword and rip me apart if I become the reason of your hurt" He professed and I looked at him for a second and then just hugged him tightly.

And I felt him taking a deep breath and releasing it as if, he was living this moment.

"Where did you learn speaking so cheesy lines" I asked as he hugged me back.