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HARLEM NYC — 5:21 pm — Friday
♱Demiyah's Pov :
Been a month since everything happened. I had been isolating myself away in my room, staying more sober, and staying to myself. Yeah, everyone has tried to speak to me but. I wouldn't break. I figured if I talked about it I would get emotional, visualizing the trauma Raymond put me through, I'm just getting emotional even thinking about it.
A few days ago I had found out he had been arrested for 3 counts of murder and 55 counts of attempted murder, supposedly him and his goons shot up a club and 3 People got caught up while others had been injured. Also now being charged with abduction.
I was staring at the tv which that had been off. Getting lost in my thoughts. Running back through the time I woke up in that room, and from the time I got saved. I never asked how did I get found or how did they know I was there. It would just by time for them as an excuse to talk to me.
My mom called, saying she had knew about me being kidnapped but.. I just hung up on her. Yeah she's my mom but, ik she doesn't give a shit about me.
I heard someone open my door, just assuming it was Marlo bringing me food. It was actually dd, brought me McDonald's, my exact order.
"Hey miyah.." he said in a low tone, looking at me concernedly. Probably wondering what was on my mind. "Hi dd.." I replied back in low response.
"How you feelin mama." He said as he closed my door and walked to sit on my bed, staring and examining me right in the face. His eyes followed from my puffy red eyes, to my red nose, and ears. Obviously I wasn't feeling okay. But it had been better from the last 2 days
"I'm okay dd. Don't worry." I responded still in that low tone. I looked down at my hands that had been sitting in my lap, fidgeting my fingers. "I'm here for you, you ain't in this alone Mh." He said as he got closer to me. Grabbing my hand letting it rest in his. If his touch could make me forget how I felt, it probably would've worked but, nothing could.
"I know dd.." replying back. "Eat." He said handing me the bag of food. I took it and he made himself comfortable. After I was done he sat right back infront of me.
"You ready too talk. I can't let you keep sitting here holding this in." Dd said, he knew it was gonna be some tears, and a bad attitude for a few mintues in return. But he just wanted me to release it.
"Do you want everyone here?" He said referring to our 6/6.. + my brother Marlo. I had no problem speaking infront of them because my connection with them was so close. I nodded in agreement as he called everyone to meet us here.
Few minutes later. Here we are sitting in the living room. All eyes on me, once again. "You can start when you're ready, we're all ears.." riya said, making it comfortable for me. They stared at me, probably recognizing the fear in my face.
"So.. uh.." I spoke, not knowing where too start. "I- I'm not sure what hell feels like, but to me that uh.. felt like it." I joked but immediately got back serious. "So if any of you are wondering, yes he did um.." I said as tears rolled. My breaths got heavier, felt like it was getting harder for me to breathe. "He touched me and.. he cut me.." I said trying to reveal the cuts on my arms but I felt my self losing consciousness. "Dee?" Riya said pulling me into her arms, but before I knew it I was out.
HOURS LATER.. (📍HOSPITAL) . . .
I woke up in a hospital bed. Dd resting his head on the bed with on of his hands in mine. It felt so uncomfortable. I looked around. Spotting the vendorlatory machine.. ha I been on a breathing machine? My worst fear. My heart rate started going up. Causing me to have a panic attack, immediately waking dd. "wtf.. I NEED A DOCTOR." He said jumping out the chair running to the door screaming out the hallway.
I eventually calmed down after 20 minutes or so with dd right there the whole time. They pulled the tube out and so much relief..
"How you feeling mama?" He said concerned and concentrated face
"I'm fine now." I said a smile grew on his face. I reached my arms out for him to hug me. Him being in my presence will forever make me happy, but I can't show it as much when I have a wound that can't be healed.
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(Baby dd🥹❤️)
I needed to put Smt out for yall, but this been sitting in drafts since 2 weeks ago.. I js been real lazy. But I'm sowwyyy this part is real short n depressing 😭😭
