𝐌𝐑. 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊 ✔︎

EP XLVIII

unwrapping my legs that were around his waist, he lets his grip loose until I'm finally on my feets

"I-I'm sorry" I apologised to him, eyes shaking here and there because of embarrassment

"it's.. it's alright" I sneak a glance at him and see him scratching his nape while his face flustered red

clearing my throat in attempt to clear the tension between us, I look back down on the bouquet of book, bookquet

it had pretty flowers and the books were arranged perfectly in it

"I.. loved it" I smile at him as he matches my gaze and proceeds to smile back

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I was in the library that Jungkook has made inside his mansion for me. I don't understand it though

I'll be moving out of this house in a month. what was the point of this? but I don't care about anything. I'll take all of the books with me. call me shameless or whatever but I don't care~

I'll be moving out huh?

all of this end

our marriage will end

we will be divorced

I won't be called Mrs. Mrs. Jeon anymore

I won't go to 'Jeon's OutWear'

I won't get to see Taehyung and Jimin

I won't get to see Yujin

I won't call Jungkook's parent's eomma and appa anymore

I sighed thinking about this all

I won't get to see.. Jungkook

a lone tear slips from my eye's corner. these six months.. were really something else

I got to experience new things and all, made new friends, new family

all of this will come to an end after a month

everything will end.. just like that

wiping my tears away, I laugh at myself for being so emotional because of this 243 days

these days were a different type of chapter in my life. I had my first kiss, my boyfriend, my first fiancé, my husband, I got married, got to meet amazing people, got my family back and went through different emotions

Jungkook..

I don't know why but I'm starting feel weird. I feel these weird things when we are together. I've never felt this way before. it was a little familiar

a feeling I had felt when I was in high school. a feeling I had for dohyun once.. but this feels more stronger

I snap out of my thoughts as I came back to my senses and realized what I was thinking about. closing the book and keep it on my lap, I picked my phone to check the time

my phone opens up to it's lock screen. the picture of me and him, smiling ear to ear at each other

Jungkook's eyes were big just like his smile, I couldn't help but break into a smile myself