Im dying of writers block and art block :'(
I have had them for a really long time it is just mentally exhausting trying to make anything. Ofc I want to make stuff but I don't really have anyone supporting me and my work so I guess that kinda adds on to it. I know I sound super selfish rn, and I know many really great writers and illustrator don't get popular but it just sucks ass, you know? Like honestly it sucks. All I want is a little attention and any god damn website but I know deep down I don't deserve it cause I'm a bad person.
Yet I don't hate myself, in fact I don't hate anyone. And that's annoying because it's difficult for me to feel emotions so I constantly feel like nothing, and I hate it. I hate not caring, it pisses me off to the point I wanna kill everyone including myself just to feel like I accomplished something. And I know no one will read this shit but if someone does somehow come across this it would be great to get some advice on what I should do. I kinda feel like I'm venting rn but whatever.
That's all for now,
Bacon
