Bleeding Heart

Again

(From the album Dead Vinyl)

Hi again, it's me again
The monster's back again
And there's no getting him to leave
Dead again, you walked away again
The pain is back again
And there's no getting it to stop

Blood is spilling from my wrists again
I'm doing harmful things again
This is nothing new, it was bound to happen
I clawed the fuck out of my legs again
I'm paralyzed in bed again
This is nothing new it happens every fucking weekend

It's the middle of the night again
And I swear I'm going blind again
I'm sick of all the lying and pretend
I don't recognize my face again
My thoughts are all unsafe again
I'm fucking sick of all these back-friends

I'm slicing up my wrists again
I'm doing harmful things again
This is nothing new, my body's used to it
I am dancing with Death again
I'm sick inside my head again
But this is nothing new, it was bound to happen

Losing the will to fight again
The shadows are out for me again
And there's no escaping them
I'm losing all my shit again
I'm choking on my blood again
And I think it's gotten to my head

Blood is spilling from my wrists again
Feeling like a piece of shit again
This is nothing new, it was bound to happen
I clawed the fuck out of my legs again
I'm paralyzed in bed again
This is nothing new, it happens every single weekend

Hi again, it's me again
Anxiety's got my best again
And it's not planning on going away
Dead again, I'm alone again
The ghosts are back again
And they're not leaving anytime soon