Love To Hate You(Catnipz)

The Way Her Hand Felt

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Why is being in love so annoying yet so amazing? She hated the way she'd do anything for Haerin, the way that if the younger did anything, her heart would melt, the way she might've loved her more than any person she had ever seen in her family. All this scared her. She was scared of being in love.  Especially with a girl. There was no way she had a chance with her...she'd probably be grossed out about it and never talk to her. Heck, Minji was so lucky that she still talked to her even now. It scared her that every time she would see Haerin, she would just want to hug her hold her tight, and provide her with all the food and kisses she could give. Was it normal to feel this was about the same gender...? It felt so wrong yet so right.  

Minji's thoughts gathered like a meeting as she watched her sleeping beauty sleep peacefully. The younger was ignoring her for their whole shift, and she hated it. she wanted to hate Haerin so badly, but every time she would try, her head would just start filling with thoughts about why the younger was amazing. she was sitting across from the other who was lying out on the table, resting on her arm that stretched out, and her other arm hugging herself close. Minji smiled, resting her chin on the table, her hands providing comfort under her face. she hated how pretty Haerin looked at the moment. 

her eyes scanned Haerin's face before landing on her hand which was only a few centimeters away from her own. The younger's hand was pale and looked so warm and comforting Minji at least. Before she knew it, her hand slowly reached out, carefully playing with the other's slender fingers before intertwining them. Haerin's hands were just as soft as she thought, better even. her warm hands gave off so much comfort.  Minji smiled widely at the sight, feeling her stomach having a party and her cheeks turning cherry red. her heart was now wrapped around a warm blanket as she felt the other's fingers subconsciously wrapping around her, the younger's eyebrows twitching before resting her face again.  The older felt like screaming.

 They were holding hands, her- Kim Minji, and Kang Haerin. She never thought she'd live to see the day. Even though  Haerin probably had no idea what was going on. "You're so beautiful..." Minji whispered, knowing she would probably never say those words to Haerin. After all, she probably wouldn't want to hear it.  But reality soon hit as Haerin groaned, rubbing her face on her arm. Minji quickly took her hand out of the other's hold, knowing she was soon to wake up. Though she had already missed the warmth. 

she observed as Haerin stretched her limbs, looking around as if she were trying to remember where she was before her eyes finally met with Minji's, "What?" her voice was in a monotone, still low and groggy from just waking up.  "N-nothing." Minji shook her head, blushing. Haerin rolled her eyes before resting her head on the table once again, "What time is it?" Minji checked her phone, "07:56 pm." she spoke quietly, not wanting to force the other out of her sleepy state. Haerin just shook her head before getting into a more comfortable position, nuzzling her head into her arm. Minji couldn't help but internally coo. "You can sleep for how long you want." Upon saying this, Haerin looked up, giving a death glare before returning to her rest. Even with her doing this, Minji just chuckled.

She couldn't help but think of how cute Haerin looked at the moment. her hair was frizzy and messed up, her cat eyes closed, and the only sound visible in the closed parlor was her slow breathing. And with that, Minji couldn't help but pull out her phone, her camera now focusing on the brown-haired girl that sat in front of her.  But She paused for a second, rethinking what She was doing. This was crossing their boundary...But it's not like Haerin would ever figure it out. The photos will be on her phone Haerin would never want anything to do with it.  Feeling secure, Minji smiled, taking multiple pictures of the sleeping kitty at different angles, making sure to savor every passing second. \

 ———— "Right-no, on the right!" "I forgot where my right is..." the younger pouted in fear that she would get the other mad. But she just laughed before helping her, "Don't worry, just remember the hand you write with." Yunjin smiled whilst helping the others organize.  Minji meanwhile was watching them. She wished Haerin was as understanding as Yunjin was to Hanni. She wished She was patient with her, and She wished they wouldn't fight all the time. "Does it look nice, Minji?" Hanni asked as she ran to her side to see it from the other's view. The taller bear smiled and nodded with a thumbs up. Hanni rolled her eyes, "You guys are so dry~ You and Haerin gave the same reaction."  We did?  "Hey guys! We collected more donations!" Minji looked at the owner of the voice to see Danielle and Haerin skipping to where they were.

But the black-haired female just frowned. Haerin seemed so happy, way better than when they collected the donations together. Minji just knew the two didn't have to fight about who would return the donations. So why did they?"Great! Today is Friday, our last day for donations. Our trip is on Monday, so let's work hard!" Yunjin clapped as the rest of the crew joined in. "Where are we even going by the way? Mr. Jeon never told us." Hanni pouted. "Oh right..." Yunjin smiled while tapping her chin, making the others wait in anticipation as they groaned, wanting her to say already. "We are going to...Daegu!" They all clapped and squealed at the news, Hanni the most as she was excited about going back to her hometown. "We will be staying there for two days and one night." Minji was happy, two days and one night with Haerin and the rest of the team, of course.