Unang Hiling

Chapter 4; Niel;; Past

This chapter was niel's past, it can contain unpleasant words. kaya sorry kung may mababasa kayong mga mura or Hindi niyo gustong mabasa na mga nakakaiyak and etc.

and alam ko yung iba siguro galit na kay Niel Kasemasungit kaya bawi ako this chapter para mas makilala niyo pa si Niel📖

NIEL...

10 years old me couldn't do anything whenever I see my parents fighting about stupid things. But when I realized that stupid things hurts my mom... I feel Angry of those things. especially dad, the one who hurt my mom..

January 1, 2018...

My 10th birthday..

"You said she's just your friend! but... You're a fvcking cheater! all this time! niloloko mo lang pala kami ng anak mo!! sinayang mo lang Ang ilang taong nating pinagsamahan! manloloko ka!.." I heard my mom shouting and yelling at my dad in the living room

now I was in my room. lonely again and just listening to my parents fighting again and again. everyday all they can do is fight

fight,

fight,

fight,

fight

Then one day...

May 3, 2018...

"Where are you going!? Esmael!" My mom shouted while walking behind dad. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya pupunta but I'm just curious so I approach him

"Dad! where are you going?.." I asked my dad while holding a paper with my stick man drawing. with my mom, dad, and me.

"I have a business trip, Son, malayo ito kaya dito ka lang, ah?.." my dad said to me while giving me a sweetbitter smile and white he's rubbing his palm on my head

"Sinungaling ka! pupunta ka lang naman sa kirida mo! fine! leave us alone!." My mom continued to shout

I could feel that my dad felt mad and guilty at the same time "Dad? when will you come back?.." I asked and then he just smiled at me

"daddy have to go now, see you soon, son.. I'll miss you" my dad said and with that he left

I don't know if I will get mad or I'll forgive him for what he did to my mom. simula nung umalis si dad sa bahay ay gabi gabi nang umiiyak si mom

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September 5, 2018...

I heard my mom crying. again.

"mom? are you okay?" Tanong ko. Her eyes are red and puffy from crying. her cheeks were so red and a little rough now.

'what did you do to my mom! you fvcking monster!..'

"I'm okay, son.. why are you still awake?.. may pasok ka pa bukas baka ma late ka.." palusot ni mama habang pinupunasan niya ang kaniyang mga luha "go back to your room.." my mom said that I quickly followed and I went back to my room

Years passed...

August 10, 2028...

My mom passed away..

"Why?! Mom! please! pati ba naman ikaw nawala! paano na ako!!.." humahagulgol kong bulong. Ngayon nga ay nasa harapan ako ng puntod ng aking nanay

"Mom.... Mommy... do you really have to leave me? bakit?! Mom! please..... I can't live without you! please come back... come back to me.. I can't lose you, I can't..." bulong kong nag mamakaawa habang patuloy na humahagulgol "you told me you'll never leave me, you said you will stay by my side!.. WHY!!! I fvcking hate this life! I fvcking hate this world! I just wanna die!.."

"Niel... you have to accept the truth.." uncle ton told me while rubbing my back to comfort me "alam mo... alam ko mahirap tanggapin, pero kailangan mong masanay na wala ang mommy mo sa tabi mo.."

"uncle ton... bakit sa kinadami Dami ng tao sa mundo bakit si mom pa?! bakit!?.." sigaw ko habang patuloy na humahagulgol sa harapan ni uncle ton

"Tadhana na ang gumagawa ng paraan para mabago ang buhay mo. you need to accept that your mom is gone, naintindihan kita Hindi lang bilang Tito mo kundi bilang kapatid din ng mom mo, masakit rin para sa akin na tanggapin na wala na ang kapatid ko.... pero Wala akong magagawa dahil ayun na ang nakatala, nakaplano na iyan sa diyos.."

after that we left...

Dinala ako ni tito ton sa probinsiya nila mom at Doon at pansamantala daw muna akong titira Doon hanggang makahanap si tito ng trabaho para sa akin..

ilang araw na rin and nakalipas nung naninirahan ako kila tito ton, hindi rin kase ako lumalabas ng bahay nila kaya nag desisyon akong lumabas at pumunta sa hardin. Doon ay may nakita akong babae, maganda, mahaba ang buhok, and her voice.... I just wanted to listen to her sweet voice, it's a melody in my ears!

I could feel my cheeks start to get hot, sinubukan kong pigilan ang pamumula kaso ayaw talaga, kaya ang naisip kong gawin ay...

"Uncle ton! there's someone in our garden! I think it's a thief!"

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it feels like a trap I just met her but I already like her attitude and behavior, even if she's a little rude and grumpy... she's also a crybaby, when I saw her in uncle's garden I quickly made her leave... I saw her tears when she walked away.... those gorgeous eyes..... I'm sorry for making you cry...

gumawa ako ng paraan para magbati kami kaya nung pumunta ulit siya sa hardin ni tito ay agad ko siyang pinagbigyan

and then... nandito kami sa palengke't nag titinda ng mga bulaklak

#UH
#airenz
#_rmpmzen_
#unanghilingbyair

Aww ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱!!! mabait naman pala si niel 🥰☺️