Words that I won't share with anyone

My F-k off letter

Fuck your shit

So many trigger warnings. (Breakup, talk of @bvs3, fake l0v3, cursing.)

I stopped giving you enough attention
Attention you so desperately needed to feel good

to feel needed you cheated on me

And then asked for an open relationship

Expect you used the word pollyamerus

I was fine with Polly, I was okay with it. It was LGBTQ so it was good right? Wrong.
I don't agree with it anymore. I don't think it's healthy to label your inability to be satisfied with one relationship.

But I didn't even respond.
I said 'we'll talk in the morning.'

And you broke up with me over text.

And it shouldn't have, but it broke me. But now that I know that I truely didn't do anything wrong, I feel good. I wished for so long it could have been me that broke up with you.

But now I realize you gifted me with something I couldn't have gotten if I'd been the one to have cut the rope; closure. I know now that you never loved me. You wanted to love yourself, so you clung to anyone that would give you that.

So I'm writing this now;
fuck you,
fuck your shit,
fuck your fake love.

If someone falls for me, they're going to fall for me, not the attention.

You dug for attention from people until they bled,
your fingernails are stained with the
blood of others suffering
because no one,
and I mean no one
Will ever be enough for you.

So long sucker

You missed out on the best person anyone would be happy to love.

With your standards you will no doubt find someone who is better than me. But know this; that won't be love, not even close.

This is my goodbye letter. Without the good, and the bye is more of a 'fuck off' my fuck off letter
One that You will never read.
Because we haven't talked in years.
Because that letter in the back of your drawer, should be burned. Because that love doesn't go out to you anymore. So fuck you,
get out of my head and my life.
This is over.

You will no longer plague my thoughts with your abuse.

Because you deserve to be forgotten.

I had no first kiss.

I had no first relationship

No first love.

Because no one has ever loved me back.

You will die alone and unloved, because you pushed away every person who ever loved you.
You will die forgotten.
Ironic Isn't it.

So desperate for attention, that you will die with none of it.
Attention wh0r3.

So now it's my turn;
I'm breaking up with you.

I found someone new, and even through I'm scared to love someone, (for the first time bitch) I'm just thinking that this can't go worse. I have no expectations. My standards are crap, but it will be nice I think.

Even though I'm taking to myself, and then Wattpad where no one will read this;
Go fuck yourself.

So long bitch. I hope you die and reincarnate again as a human. Until this planet is destroyed. I hope you never get the closure of being an animal again.
Stuck within the filth of humanity to suffer again and again for the karma.
I trust you'll get what's coming for you.
So fuck off

- Your Ex ✌️