You may know that I said I was beautiful? Well thats not true. I will still be Ugly fat Irina.
I wish people would see that Im human too. I dont know anything anymore, it feels like I lost memory. It feels like im a new person. What is wrong?? I wish I was popular or pretty.
Half of my class is extrovert. I am the only introvert. Im like a black sheep in my classroom. Its like im a nightmare or something like that.
Now Im here in my bed. Talking to myself. Thinking. Studying.
I still think what happens after death?
Do I:
-go to heaven or hell?
-do i reborn agian?
-do i just lay there and nothing?
So many questions. Its like I feel inlove with a war and nobody told me it ended. Mitski lyrics are so nice and realistic it just hits people how real it is.
I wish i had fast metabolism, or I know how to wear makeup right. I wish I didnt had pimples.
(ALL THIS IS FAKE, MY LIFE IS NOT THIS)
