crush mo raw ako? (epistolary)

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iMessage
Kuya Evan
Today

Kuya Evan:
Balita, malee? Kinakabahan ako sayo.
Bakit ganun mga message mo? 😅

Malee:
"hi akp
aki
ako
ngs
nga
"hi ako nga pala *
si jameson blanco" * *

Malee:
bssis
bassist **
ng late drive

Malee:
fastamd
fastandcurious din **
sa twitter

Malee:
yung laka
lalaking*
laging di
makatulog
dhil
dahil^
dahil **
sayo

Malee:
kuya

Malee:
kuya koh 😭

Malee:
kuya evan !! 😭

Malee:
he was singing dito sa ilalim ng buwan
while i was walking closer !! 😭

Malee:
and the way he whispered the lyrics na lang when i got closer? 😭
and the way he placed my palm on top of his chest so i could feel how nervous he was too ? 😭
he's so tall
and handsome !!
under the lights
shadows and all
i think i'm gonna die 😭

Malee:
that soft hi labs koh ! 😭

Malee:
and the way he softly grinned at me when he said he's glad we finally met 😭

Malee:
and that sa wakas we finally synchronized and met halfway

Malee:
that we finally know each other
past the idol and fan
but eye to eye and heart to heart ?

Malee:
and the way he leaned down to catch my eyes because i couldn't meet his gaze
because i'm so nervous >.<

Malee:
and the way he asked 4 permission and pulled me 2 his chest like he's so happy 2 be with me !
i could feel his heart beating 😭
and i could see my reflection in his eyes while he was biting his lips smiling down at me and caressing my cheek lightly with his thumb
because i was blushing hard daw 😭
my pogisaur is really everything ! 😭

Malee:
kuya evan 😭

Malee:
😭

Malee:
they're one
they're one and the same
my crush and my other crush

Malee:
they're one 😭

Malee:
and he brought me to his family restau
where no one's been at pa

Malee:
coz it's his gift to his parents 😭

Malee:
em pa lang ! 😭

Malee:
I'm so relieved

Malee:
and nervous 😭

Malee:
i love him saur much

Malee:
does that mean
that
i fell in love
with the same guy ? ? ?

Malee:
twice ? ? ?

Malee:
😭