Never met but already love you

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I can't stop thinking about him.

But that's not normal, I just saw some photos of him, I don't even know if he has real feelings for me or if he's doing it just for his pleasure. But why am I always crying when he tells me something sweet?He just has to say" My dream is to meet you" and the first tears appear.

Please God, help me to meet him, to hug him and to kiss him. That's the only thing I wanna do, it's to be by his side. Why am I in this country, when I could be in the same city as him? What should I do to have a simply hug from hin? It's to hard for me, knowing that outside is that perfect boy waiting for you and you simply can't go see him. I don't even know if he is taller than me.

Oh my gosh, why???

I need him. I know that he can make me happy. Every time I talk to him I fell like someone's finally there for me. But why has it to be someone living in a country I've never been before?