After Lucifer left I was alone with my thoughts. My mother looked at me in a somewhat admiral disgust, but that didn't make me regret it. She was going to live because of me, I should feel pride, but instead I'm left with a dreaded crawling feeling of self pity, and a part of me that i never really noticed was there until it was gone.
i hated how easy it was, just selling my soul like I haven't been told all my life that the thing i did little hesitation was deadly and forbid. My best friend surfed for false accusation, while i do the real thing and have zero punishment. I was beginning to truly hope my mother would turn me in. Death would be a release from this horrible secret that id have to keep for the rest of my sad, soul-less life.
Mother wouldn't do that though, no matter the treacherous act i commit, I'm still her daughter, she loves me, and I saved her life. There's just no way she could be mad, right?
"mother-" I began to speak before being abruptly cut off by her.
"don't" she hissed "you are not my daughter, you are a demon. But i wont turn you in, for, it will hurt my real daughter, my lovely saint, of a daughter..."
After she spoke these words I felt my whole world collapse. Whatever bit of soul I had left died. one of the only two people I truly loved and trusted in this world just turned her back to me, after I saved her. SHE DARE FORSAKE THE ONE WHO SAVED HER LIFE?!
"how dare you...how DARE you! I SAVED YOUR LIFE, I CURED YOU AT THE COST OF MY OWN SOUL, AND YOU CAST ME ASIDE, I CAN NOT BELEIVE YOU MOTHER!" I yelled in a sour and angry tone.
"do not call me mother, I did not birth one of the devils servants.." she jeered.
Instantly I felt tears well in my eyes. For once I felt like I knew the true definition of there are two sides of the story.
My emotions took over and I ran out of our house with flushed cheeks and red eyes, and my regular clothes because I stayed up all night looking for that damn book...I was no longer wanted, the only thing my mother would see me as is a monster, a monster that saved her already godforsaken life, and yet I couldn't blame her...
My thoughts went to the near forest that of which I was told countless stories of as a little kid of wendigos and witches who would eat me up in there, but I felt it was the safest place for me and my thoughts.
deep in the woods a found a large tree that I slumped down on. I easily let go of my last bit of restraint and burst into tears. Breaking down late at night in the middle of the place I've feared most since I was a kid and for a reason id never expect soon, I lost control of my breathing. In a desperate attempt to calm down I clutched the star pendent that hung around my neck like my life depended in it.
After a few minutes I finally began to relax, but as my grip loosened on the pendent I noticed a sharp pain the the palm of my hand. A small cut was in the middle of the imprint on my hand. While it wasn't horrible, it still had a few trails of blood dripping from it, when suddenly a thought popped into mind.
'Maybe ill be seeing lucifer sooner than I think....'
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Authors note:
OMG HI GIRLIESSS!!😍😍
sry i haven't posted in like... a week and for the short chapter but I'm working on it😋
Y/N's a little pressed, but that's ok she's' got new found mommy issues, we've all been there😝
ANYYWAYSS i was reading this one story and they were signing their name after every chapter so ima start doing that😘
-Rennussy🤩
P.S-should i do smut later on in the story????
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🍎Don't wake me till dawn🍎 (Lucifer x Fem Reader HH)
RomanceY/N, a 27 year old in the early 1600's struggles to find a cure to her mothers disease that is slowly killing her, while God has yet to answer her prayers, she sees no other option but to turn to the devil. For her soul is a small price to pay, but...
